iced soy white chocolate mochas =]

first of all i wanna start with HAPPY ONE YEAR AND 2 MONTHS, NAM HONEY =]
also to CHEYTEE

oh yeah..also congrats to michael canda.. yannoooo why ;).

i got my first ICED coffee in a LONGGG TIMMEEE. thanks sun.. even though you're freaking cold still. so i'll stay indoors with my iced coffee and admire the sun outside, thinking warm thoughts =]

so it's officially two more days until conference, and i still have so much homework to do. i might be packing tonight depending on how i'm feeling. i dont really want to.. but i guess i should. there is no reason for me NOT to pack. i'll probably leave it at someone's house until tomorrow. but that's besides the point.

today my senior seminar class meets up with the 7th graders that we'll be helping with their digital storytelling. i'm a little afraid considering i've only worked with younger elementary kids, and college freshmen, so this might be a problem. i hope i have the patience. i'm swear i'm not going to write anything bad because kids these days are ALL ABOUT THE INTERNET.their lives are on the internet (i shouldn't be a hypocrit because mine is too haha) all they need is my name...then BAM...myspace..or BAM..facebook.. or BAM twitter.. then find my blog site. then BAM busted. so noppeee.. just know what i'm doing hehehe =]

well like i said earlier today is my 14 months (if i do the math correctly, 12 + 2 = 14 yes? yes...) with my lovely boyfriend, nammm =] congradulate us!! for being in the best relationship ever.. g''head HATE.

hmm blogging's fun. i forgot how fun it was =] i mean all you do is talk about yourself and what bothers you, and who doesn't enjoy that hahaha.





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i think it's about time for a mushy post.

i cannot be any happier with my relationship..

it's been over a year. and we're still on fire, without the drama.
i cannot thank him enough. and i've never felt so whole.
people always say that the one year is easy, but its been getting EASIER.


i'm so in love. the real kind of love. not that full of drama-gotta-work-at-it-kinda-love
someone who loves me for me.
but it's more than love with him.

it's IT.

hate all you want bitchessss!!! but i love him



NAM AND JACQUELYN <3

oh btwwww..

nam got the seattle AT&T STORE. it's gonna be BALLIN'. if anyone needs some AT&T help.

let him know =]

i'm so proud of you, hubby.

easter sunday.

i just realized that the picture above is really old. and i'm a little thick there. hahaha. it's cool. i'm starting work out more often so by the time my parents come into town i'll be sexy and grown =] at my graduation. besidesss. for katie and my's wedding i need to look fly, considering it's in vegassssss, the place of the sexy and grown

SOO.. EASTER SUNDAY!!--was a GREAT ONE at that. nam was off because i begged him to call off. i really wanted to go to church, since he works every sunday, that can't really happen. we went to church at st. mary's. saw the candas, the banals, the sapidas, and a wholleeeee lot of filipinos. i like church on easter because it's not depressing anymore, it's full of life, and no latin, and more music. i mean, granted it means our lord savior ressurected and we no longer are in mourning. nam and i left 30 minutes early because i knew there would be tons of people there early (this was a first for nam, to be this early, so he was a little cranky pants. hahaha)

after that, we went to eat some pho, just the two of us. normally it would be with his family, but since they were going to vietnamese catholic church, we didn't wanna go--because it's wayyy too long, and nam and i can't understand anything (i can't understand because i'm filipino, and he can't because he doesn't know those "big words". hahahaha), so that's why we went to english-speaking catholic church instead.

after pho..where i chipped a little of my tooth =[ because i bit the fork. FML. or what bellinghammers say "fail"? anyway.. we went home to hang out with jordan and tommy. so the four of us kicked it and took a nap =]

we woke up realizing we had to be at his cousin's Ha's house in like an hour and i had yet to cook my spagetti for our lunchess (which is bommmbbbbb!!!) so we cooked..well i cooked and he watched all the good TV on yesterday. then headed there. saw hanh and ha. and the in-laws. pretty chill dinner.

came home and shawny was there =] (nam's true bro-mance and number one BFF).

i let them kick it so i went downstairs and got ready for beddddddd..

SATURDAY--HANNAH FREAKIN MONTANA

with no other then MICHAEL FREAKIN CANDA. we were laughing at ourselves the whole time before going into the theater. it was a great michael-jacquelyn moment i must add. he was surprised that i knew all the songs. only because disney is my comfort channel, and i'm not afraid to admit it. it's good to regress after a brain tiring day of fourth year undergraduate. (I CAN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE)

THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!! it is just like the the show, but longer, and in HD. so if you wanna see some hanny montany, large and clear, you should hit it up. i'm disappointed that some of the other characters weren't as involved as i liked e.g. oscar, rico, and lilly (me and michael agree this is a major disappointment).

after the movie, michael left me even though i wanted to hang out some more. but it's cool.

i went back home to finish the homework i started.

well.. that's all.

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what's upppppp..long time!

or soo. i haven't written in awhile, but because people have been bugging me to bring it back, I AM. i've been contemplating it for awhile... so i decided to do it =]

lots has happened since i blogged last, but all good things.

first and foremost-- i am going to graduate on AUGUST 22ND, 2009. and it's OFFICIAL. it's exciting, and my family is flying up from california to share that experience with me

contrary to popular belief, nam and i are still together, we've reached our year anniversary during the "hiatus" of my blog. we are actually veryyy happy. i've never been so happy in my life.. that's probably why i started the hiatus.. the purpose of this blog was to FIND happiness and vent about my annoying life..back then. but now that i'm truly happy i dont see the need to vent :) thanks honey.

we have two new additions to our family.... and no. i didn't give birth.. but we have JORDAN AND TOMMY =] =] =] our wonderful yorkiee poodle mixes. i love them so much. i'll post up pictures later..

i'm a part of nam's brother's and his fiancees wedding. and we are hitting up vegas in september for the ceremony. i've become really good friends with katie. and i cherish our friendship dearly.

speaking of friendships, I STILL HAVE THE BEST BEST BEST friends in the world- megan michael krst betina joan =]

and i'm apart of twitter. so follow me :) jacquelynrg

---that is my current news. i know it's broad, but you can't expect me to incorporate every detail now do you? i'm sure you'd find it annoying. but the main thing is that i've never been happier.

i'll keep ya posted. there's some issues i wanna write about, but i gots homework and wifey business, ya dig. hahahhaha.


i'm OUTTTTT

i vow...

TO CONTINUE TO WRITE IN MY BLOG =]

bellingham.

i'm going to take a break from packing, to write a blog-- why am i packing you ask? nam and i have to move out, and it doesn't look like moving in together at this very moment is an option, so i'm going to live in alan's house for a couple of months. unfortunate enough, i have so much stuff. alan i'm sorry if i take up so much of your space. THANK YOU SO MUCH!.

i have been thinking how it would not living with nam, considering the majority of our relationship, we've lived together. and the change is so sudden and SO quick, i need time to unwind and actually think about this. as i've previously blogged, nam and i have had endured tests of our relationship. and even though this may follow under that category, i don't think we need another big one.

**as a disclaimer (in the middle of the post), i am not devaluing anyone's long distance relationships by making my few months sound soo urgent, but it doesn't mean my thoughts and feelings to this situation have no meaning.

we just moved into the bigger room. and nam and i have never been happier. finally when things are BACK to normal, and my excitment for school escalates--BAM!.. something bad happens. i swear KARMA exists because since i've been in college, my life has been filled with an never-ending rollercoaster of emotion. like betina said "life is never simple with [me]".

i will RARELY see my friends. i think the next time i'll actually be able to hang out with them, is VEGAS. and that's straight up sad. i don't think i'll be celebrating my actually birthday the way i want to. everyone's going to school, going to work, moving, etc. it's sad enough that i don't see them as often as i like.. being away for a few months seriously takes the kick.

nam. it's so hard being seperated from someone you've grown to be a part of. ---honestly this is probably the hardest part of the blog to write. there's so much things i want to say. being strong during something like this is ESSENTIAL. we have to move out by SATURDAY. pretty much TOMORROW. with a three day notice. change and complication couldn't get worse.. i have so much insecurities because of your "scare." i don't like feeling the way i do right now. i can't even imagine how you're feeling right now. i don't even really wanna think about the bad things that could happen because realistically, everything bad that could happen, could happen by a 987435x more chance.

---i dont know many things about our future, even though it looks bright. i'm sorry i've been so insecure and been so PETRIFIED that my strength hasn't really been showing, but if i knew anything about what's about to happen, i know that you can ALWAYS count on me being your other half. and you can always rely on my loyalty. you can always know that i'm going to right here, supporting us. no matter the physical distance, i'll support you. and whatever needs to get done. you can always count on my efforts--efforts to make this work. i'm sorry that this had to happen to us. and AT THE WORST POSSIBLE time... but most importantly, you can count on me ALWAYS loving you and staying IN love with you. i'm sorry you have to go through the moving out process too. i mean let's be honest, i'm not necessarily new to the whole "you have to move in a day" fast type of moving out process, but i promise you everything of me.

we just need to BOTH keeping up with each other. not letting each other grow distant, and making sure that one another is somehow involved in every aspect of each others lives. priority has changed--"us" has moved up the scale quite a bit. even though it's been UP there. all i can think about now is "i can't wait to move into our new house". we need to be there for each other, through visits, our phone, the internet, whatever need be. i never wanna be out of any aspect in your life and i want to share with you every bit of mine--because in all honesty, YOU ARE still every bit of my life.

i promise you everything.




i needa pack---- and sulk for that matter.