i'm going to take a break from packing, to write a blog-- why am i packing you ask? nam and i have to move out, and it doesn't look like moving in together at this very moment is an option, so i'm going to live in alan's house for a couple of months. unfortunate enough, i have so much stuff. alan i'm sorry if i take up so much of your space. THANK YOU SO MUCH!.
i have been thinking how it would not living with nam, considering the majority of our relationship, we've lived together. and the change is so sudden and SO quick, i need time to unwind and actually think about this. as i've previously blogged, nam and i have had endured tests of our relationship. and even though this may follow under that category, i don't think we need another big one.
**as a disclaimer (in the middle of the post), i am not devaluing anyone's long distance relationships by making my few months sound soo urgent, but it doesn't mean my thoughts and feelings to this situation have no meaning.
we just moved into the bigger room. and nam and i have never been happier. finally when things are BACK to normal, and my excitment for school escalates--BAM!.. something bad happens. i swear KARMA exists because since i've been in college, my life has been filled with an never-ending rollercoaster of emotion. like betina said "life is never simple with [me]".
i will RARELY see my friends. i think the next time i'll actually be able to hang out with them, is VEGAS. and that's straight up sad. i don't think i'll be celebrating my actually birthday the way i want to. everyone's going to school, going to work, moving, etc. it's sad enough that i don't see them as often as i like.. being away for a few months seriously takes the kick.
nam. it's so hard being seperated from someone you've grown to be a part of. ---honestly this is probably the hardest part of the blog to write. there's so much things i want to say. being strong during something like this is ESSENTIAL. we have to move out by SATURDAY. pretty much TOMORROW. with a three day notice. change and complication couldn't get worse.. i have so much insecurities because of your "scare." i don't like feeling the way i do right now. i can't even imagine how you're feeling right now. i don't even really wanna think about the bad things that could happen because realistically, everything bad that could happen, could happen by a 987435x more chance.
---i dont know many things about our future, even though it looks bright. i'm sorry i've been so insecure and been so PETRIFIED that my strength hasn't really been showing, but if i knew anything about what's about to happen, i know that you can ALWAYS count on me being your other half. and you can always rely on my loyalty. you can always know that i'm going to right here, supporting us. no matter the physical distance, i'll support you. and whatever needs to get done. you can always count on my efforts--efforts to make this work. i'm sorry that this had to happen to us. and AT THE WORST POSSIBLE time... but most importantly, you can count on me ALWAYS loving you and staying IN love with you. i'm sorry you have to go through the moving out process too. i mean let's be honest, i'm not necessarily new to the whole "you have to move in a day" fast type of moving out process, but i promise you everything of me.
we just need to BOTH keeping up with each other. not letting each other grow distant, and making sure that one another is somehow involved in every aspect of each others lives. priority has changed--"us" has moved up the scale quite a bit. even though it's been UP there. all i can think about now is "i can't wait to move into our new house". we need to be there for each other, through visits, our phone, the internet, whatever need be. i never wanna be out of any aspect in your life and i want to share with you every bit of mine--because in all honesty, YOU ARE still every bit of my life.
i promise you everything.
i needa pack---- and sulk for that matter.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
zune timmeee..
i know that it's taking me a really long time to do updates and what not. BUT HEY, I'M HERE NOW :).
i've been living off my computer for entertainment really. our friend arthur had to wipe EVERYTHING OFF my computer. i wanna change my pictures but i can't. i do have an awesome camera but i can't upload any of those pictures because we need an external hard drive BAD. it slows down the computers. the pictures are so BIG.
anyway. besides that, i've been updating my zune. it looks all cool now, even though it's kind of old news. I GOT IT, so now it's new news again. hahaha.
i've been watching free episodes of just random shows.
i have been getting a lot of love from my friends lately. megan and janelle came to visit me for a little bit, then two days later, joan and betina came to actually hang out with me, and this morning, krst and cheyenne came to visit me as well :). i'm so glad i have such good friends because i really don't have any here. they're all really nam's friends--they're my friends too, but that's how i met them.
happy birthday jennifer! nam threw a barbeque for jennifer at our house, that was fun. only because the girls started drinking at like 2. RACHELLE came =] and got CRUNK, so that was nice. AMY got crunk and that never happens. i was fighting my black out because i wanted to see my hubby at night.
some thoughts.. i've been at home a lot. trying to entertain myself. i CANT WAIT for school to start. i'm even excited to REGISTER =]. i'm even more excited to see my FASA FAMILY =]. it's weird not having them in my life. it's the worst though, when all your bestfriends live in all different places. i haven't spoken to michael in awhile, but i love him =]
i assure you that when school starts, i'm sure i'll be writing all these witty, intelligent, as well as entertaining pieces, but for now, you guys have to put up with my lack of motivation..
i've been living off my computer for entertainment really. our friend arthur had to wipe EVERYTHING OFF my computer. i wanna change my pictures but i can't. i do have an awesome camera but i can't upload any of those pictures because we need an external hard drive BAD. it slows down the computers. the pictures are so BIG.
anyway. besides that, i've been updating my zune. it looks all cool now, even though it's kind of old news. I GOT IT, so now it's new news again. hahaha.
i've been watching free episodes of just random shows.
i have been getting a lot of love from my friends lately. megan and janelle came to visit me for a little bit, then two days later, joan and betina came to actually hang out with me, and this morning, krst and cheyenne came to visit me as well :). i'm so glad i have such good friends because i really don't have any here. they're all really nam's friends--they're my friends too, but that's how i met them.
happy birthday jennifer! nam threw a barbeque for jennifer at our house, that was fun. only because the girls started drinking at like 2. RACHELLE came =] and got CRUNK, so that was nice. AMY got crunk and that never happens. i was fighting my black out because i wanted to see my hubby at night.
some thoughts.. i've been at home a lot. trying to entertain myself. i CANT WAIT for school to start. i'm even excited to REGISTER =]. i'm even more excited to see my FASA FAMILY =]. it's weird not having them in my life. it's the worst though, when all your bestfriends live in all different places. i haven't spoken to michael in awhile, but i love him =]
i assure you that when school starts, i'm sure i'll be writing all these witty, intelligent, as well as entertaining pieces, but for now, you guys have to put up with my lack of motivation..
Monday, August 18, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
lowell says i need to write a new blog.
and fortunate for him, it's been the general consensus lately.. from krst, michael, and pretty much MY FAN BASE.
i have other motivations to publish a post. not for the sake of peer pressure or anything under that "etc", but for personal reasons. i remember my first post and my intentions: to use it for emotional RELIEF, but as many of you know, you know sometimes being caught in the stress of every day life, it's hard to get all your thoughts put together--well it could be typed out, but probably would jibberish to you all.
speaking of why (and because of whom) i started this blog, was to rant. mostly about my shitty relationship, school, my amazing friends, and funny things that happen to me on a day to day basis. when that happened, i was in school, constantly at a computer, and my blog was my getaway from all that. well this past week i actually have some dramatic news to tell you. i don't wanna say this out loud (because of some unwanted celebration from the "dark side") but nam and i were really close to breaking up. Literally, OUT of no where.
now, as you guys can see from previous posts, i am NOT very good at relationships. i think im easy to fall in love with, but hard to stay in love with. they always want to leave. i guess in all reality, i've learned some precious lessons from that.. and i like to share it with you guys..
-relationships are work, even though the ideal relationship requires no work, it's nothing BUT work. work to keep your partner happy, work to keep the relationship fresh, work on communication, work on giving each other space, work for sex (ironic enough because single people in generally need to work also hahaha), work for money, and most importantly working to keep yourself happy.
-as much as you want your partner around, you can't. as much as your partner promises they'll stay around, they could change their mind. people promise other people things, for the long run. but you aren't guaranteed. i personally believe marriage is guaranteed, but with the divorce percentage, even THAT value is going down in so many social and moral levels. people change--and the relationship has to change with the people in them, or it will seriously get no where.
-sacrifices are required in a relationship. i know its cliche, but it's literally give and take. it's more than just sharing with your sibilings or cousins. it's on an emotional level. and it's not the "i'll scratch your back if you scratch your's" kind of ordeal. it's out of PURE love. that's what it should be.. unconditional acts of love.. lots of simple does a lot more than little bits of extravegent
-to be secure with your relationship, they're shouldn't be any room for MAJOR insecurities, or this relationship isn't for you. you seriously need to be secure with yourself. and you need to LOVE yourself before you can love anyone else. i think murphy lee from the st. lunatics said it in a song or something. this also brings me to another point. i know lots of people who has found love early. you really need to keep in mind that you guys WILL GROW, but its your partners responsibility to accept you for who you are. that's love.
- if you guys decide to live together, that's EXTRA WORK.. most days it's easy, but some days it's hard too. just make sure it's what you guys both want. fortunate for me, that i've been loving it.
i'm glad that nam and i have worked out the differences. i apparently need to make more sacrifices. it's a risk i'll have to take. i think that he is completely worth it. i don't understand what i did wrong some days since its happened, but i've been searching and thinking, and slowly i've been figuring it out. it's true love that gets you through hard times, but if you guys are both are willing to work, it should turn out just fine. i'm glad he's decided to stick it out. promises were made, and i know within myself i can make those come true. he's a great man, and i love him to death. he's brillant in every way possible. he's an excellent judge of character. maybe that's why the slightest thought of him being unhappy with me and him contemplating whether or not to be with me, scares me shitless. i love you nam. thank you for this relationship changing event.
...even though i hated you in the process of.
"i'm happy with my relationship EVERY day. not ALL DAY every day, but everyday."- charlotte york from sex and the city
thanks for all who read this. i hope my blabbering enlightens you, one way or the other.
- dedicated to nam p. mai.
i have other motivations to publish a post. not for the sake of peer pressure or anything under that "etc", but for personal reasons. i remember my first post and my intentions: to use it for emotional RELIEF, but as many of you know, you know sometimes being caught in the stress of every day life, it's hard to get all your thoughts put together--well it could be typed out, but probably would jibberish to you all.
speaking of why (and because of whom) i started this blog, was to rant. mostly about my shitty relationship, school, my amazing friends, and funny things that happen to me on a day to day basis. when that happened, i was in school, constantly at a computer, and my blog was my getaway from all that. well this past week i actually have some dramatic news to tell you. i don't wanna say this out loud (because of some unwanted celebration from the "dark side") but nam and i were really close to breaking up. Literally, OUT of no where.
now, as you guys can see from previous posts, i am NOT very good at relationships. i think im easy to fall in love with, but hard to stay in love with. they always want to leave. i guess in all reality, i've learned some precious lessons from that.. and i like to share it with you guys..
-relationships are work, even though the ideal relationship requires no work, it's nothing BUT work. work to keep your partner happy, work to keep the relationship fresh, work on communication, work on giving each other space, work for sex (ironic enough because single people in generally need to work also hahaha), work for money, and most importantly working to keep yourself happy.
-as much as you want your partner around, you can't. as much as your partner promises they'll stay around, they could change their mind. people promise other people things, for the long run. but you aren't guaranteed. i personally believe marriage is guaranteed, but with the divorce percentage, even THAT value is going down in so many social and moral levels. people change--and the relationship has to change with the people in them, or it will seriously get no where.
-sacrifices are required in a relationship. i know its cliche, but it's literally give and take. it's more than just sharing with your sibilings or cousins. it's on an emotional level. and it's not the "i'll scratch your back if you scratch your's" kind of ordeal. it's out of PURE love. that's what it should be.. unconditional acts of love.. lots of simple does a lot more than little bits of extravegent
-to be secure with your relationship, they're shouldn't be any room for MAJOR insecurities, or this relationship isn't for you. you seriously need to be secure with yourself. and you need to LOVE yourself before you can love anyone else. i think murphy lee from the st. lunatics said it in a song or something. this also brings me to another point. i know lots of people who has found love early. you really need to keep in mind that you guys WILL GROW, but its your partners responsibility to accept you for who you are. that's love.
- if you guys decide to live together, that's EXTRA WORK.. most days it's easy, but some days it's hard too. just make sure it's what you guys both want. fortunate for me, that i've been loving it.
i'm glad that nam and i have worked out the differences. i apparently need to make more sacrifices. it's a risk i'll have to take. i think that he is completely worth it. i don't understand what i did wrong some days since its happened, but i've been searching and thinking, and slowly i've been figuring it out. it's true love that gets you through hard times, but if you guys are both are willing to work, it should turn out just fine. i'm glad he's decided to stick it out. promises were made, and i know within myself i can make those come true. he's a great man, and i love him to death. he's brillant in every way possible. he's an excellent judge of character. maybe that's why the slightest thought of him being unhappy with me and him contemplating whether or not to be with me, scares me shitless. i love you nam. thank you for this relationship changing event.
...even though i hated you in the process of.
"i'm happy with my relationship EVERY day. not ALL DAY every day, but everyday."- charlotte york from sex and the city
thanks for all who read this. i hope my blabbering enlightens you, one way or the other.
- dedicated to nam p. mai.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
we're broke, but we're HAPPY broke =]
i know it's been awhile since i've written anything, but so much things have happened to me this summer, and it was brought up today about how much things we do =].
the reason for my title is because nam and i have spent so much money this past month and a half especiall.y this past week, but we've realized that we are happy broke. have you ever heard such a thing? no you haven't!
before i go any further along this post, i'd like to introduce you guys to someone...
JERI GUERERO-MAI!. isn't she AMAZING!. that's right it's a HER because unisex names are the best way to go.
she has been in our lives for two weeks now. and WE LOVE LOVE LOVE HER TO DEATH.
on top of our hamster, nam and i BOTH got nikon D60 cameras. that's how we took a picture of jeri :).
we also went to PORTLAND YESTERDAY. i swear that city is GORGEOUS!!. we went shopping :(. and i spent another BILL on make up at MAC. i hate/love that place.
we've been doing so much. we just came back from chelan. that's was amazing, and went to the bite of seattle. two days ago we went to OH to hang out with my friends.
i know this is starting to become like i'm bragging, but i'm having a great time this summer. i LOVE life.
but we're broke.
and we're happy =]
the reason for my title is because nam and i have spent so much money this past month and a half especiall.y this past week, but we've realized that we are happy broke. have you ever heard such a thing? no you haven't!
before i go any further along this post, i'd like to introduce you guys to someone...
JERI GUERERO-MAI!. isn't she AMAZING!. that's right it's a HER because unisex names are the best way to go.
she has been in our lives for two weeks now. and WE LOVE LOVE LOVE HER TO DEATH.
on top of our hamster, nam and i BOTH got nikon D60 cameras. that's how we took a picture of jeri :).
we also went to PORTLAND YESTERDAY. i swear that city is GORGEOUS!!. we went shopping :(. and i spent another BILL on make up at MAC. i hate/love that place.
we've been doing so much. we just came back from chelan. that's was amazing, and went to the bite of seattle. two days ago we went to OH to hang out with my friends.
i know this is starting to become like i'm bragging, but i'm having a great time this summer. i LOVE life.
but we're broke.
and we're happy =]
Saturday, July 5, 2008
it's a saturday night, and my nails are long.
so it's pretty hard to type. it's a saturday night and i'm home by myself. nam's friends all left, nam left with them to do car stuff. and i decided i wanted to stay home, though i wish he was here with me.
today we were suppose to go to look at bikes with megan but they closed a little early, and joan got off a little too late.
yesterday was july 4th, and nam and i went to andrew's house. can i just say marysvillians are crazy with their fireworks. i'm assuming that it's because boom city is in maryville, and seriously, if you had a deck, you could see marysville lite up some crazy ass fireworks.
there was a lot of asians, and i thought that it was funny because we actually personify the "american dream". our parents traveled here to give us better lives. i'm not exactly sure if i believe in the "american dream" but when i saw all the asians at the party, i realized how that ideology has affected our lives.
food for thought: one of nam's friends called me a bitch. he was joking, and i knew he was, but i got pissed off. i know that that's how he is, but that's not how i'm like. i don't take that word lightly. i might if you were my really good friend, but if "it's just him" it's just me to not let that shit go. you can't go assuming that i'll just take it. some social decency was NEEDED. your assumption will most likely be wrong and the excuse can't always be "that's just how he is"--because manners are still important.
that's all.
btw, michael is in vegas, and was drunk as FUCK.. hahah text messages were funny as hell.
today we were suppose to go to look at bikes with megan but they closed a little early, and joan got off a little too late.
yesterday was july 4th, and nam and i went to andrew's house. can i just say marysvillians are crazy with their fireworks. i'm assuming that it's because boom city is in maryville, and seriously, if you had a deck, you could see marysville lite up some crazy ass fireworks.
there was a lot of asians, and i thought that it was funny because we actually personify the "american dream". our parents traveled here to give us better lives. i'm not exactly sure if i believe in the "american dream" but when i saw all the asians at the party, i realized how that ideology has affected our lives.
food for thought: one of nam's friends called me a bitch. he was joking, and i knew he was, but i got pissed off. i know that that's how he is, but that's not how i'm like. i don't take that word lightly. i might if you were my really good friend, but if "it's just him" it's just me to not let that shit go. you can't go assuming that i'll just take it. some social decency was NEEDED. your assumption will most likely be wrong and the excuse can't always be "that's just how he is"--because manners are still important.
that's all.
btw, michael is in vegas, and was drunk as FUCK.. hahah text messages were funny as hell.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
NACQUELYN'S INTERNET WORKS!!
since ilast blogged this is what happened in a nutshell:
NACQUELYN trip to california to meet the parentals.
MEGAN comes home.
BESTFRIEND sleep over and TIME capsule. + some drinking love
SEATTLE with the bests for DANITY KANE
DECEPTION PASS stokeless bbq.
MICHAEL moving to MARYSVILLE--well soon.
since i haven't written in such a long time, an agenda update would be RIDICULOUS but i listed the things that were significant. and every single one was SOO SOO MUCH fun. i've been having an awesome time since school's been out. now i need to find work because i'm so broke. but todayyy nam and i are spending the night in OH. whoo hooo.
it really feels good to blog. i forgot how comforting this was. i LOVE LOVE life right now. hahaha. i don't think i could've asked for a better summer.
btw. did i mention i'm TAN LIKE A MOFO. it's RIDICULOUS. i'm soooo black. i swear i'm laying off the sun for awhile until chelan.. i'm going to get SKIN CANCER.
oh yeah AI CONCERT!
NACQUELYN trip to california to meet the parentals.
MEGAN comes home.
BESTFRIEND sleep over and TIME capsule. + some drinking love
SEATTLE with the bests for DANITY KANE
DECEPTION PASS stokeless bbq.
MICHAEL moving to MARYSVILLE--well soon.
since i haven't written in such a long time, an agenda update would be RIDICULOUS but i listed the things that were significant. and every single one was SOO SOO MUCH fun. i've been having an awesome time since school's been out. now i need to find work because i'm so broke. but todayyy nam and i are spending the night in OH. whoo hooo.
it really feels good to blog. i forgot how comforting this was. i LOVE LOVE life right now. hahaha. i don't think i could've asked for a better summer.
btw. did i mention i'm TAN LIKE A MOFO. it's RIDICULOUS. i'm soooo black. i swear i'm laying off the sun for awhile until chelan.. i'm going to get SKIN CANCER.
oh yeah AI CONCERT!
Friday, June 6, 2008
i know i know...
i'm the most boring blogger ever!.
today is friday and dead week is OVER!. finals week is next week, but i only have finals wednesday and thursday, soooo. i'm pretty much DONE. =]
nothing for this weekend, but maybe SATC again. andddd
peace out everyone.
happy finals week everyone.
today is friday and dead week is OVER!. finals week is next week, but i only have finals wednesday and thursday, soooo. i'm pretty much DONE. =]
nothing for this weekend, but maybe SATC again. andddd
360.
peace out everyone.
happy finals week everyone.
Monday, June 2, 2008
dead week and finals week.
it's OFFICIALLY dead week today (even though it isn't necessarily dead, it's just the week before finals and it's always the MOST hectic week, on contrary to the name). meaning finals week is next week, then california the next.
so i won't be updating much. .
to all the students--
JUST BREAK THROUGH then whoo hoo SUMMER VACA!
so i won't be updating much. .
to all the students--
JUST BREAK THROUGH then whoo hoo SUMMER VACA!
Friday, May 30, 2008
SATC; nam with spiders, criminal minds, and smelly keele keeles
seriously, enough said. MAY 30TH. SAVE THE DATE.
i can't believe the movie made it. i'm so excited. and best of all i watch it with BFs tonight.
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spiders?--
i decided not to make it one of the parts, but a little interlude.
so my beautiful boyfriend and i were sitting on the bed. i brought the laptop on the bed because i was doing homework. i was busy at work and then all of a sudden, i hear nam slam the bed and yell, "OH SHIT, DON'T LOOK DON'T LOOK!!"
but of course, i turn around (he was sitting behind me, leaning on the wall while i was almost at the foot of the bed) and look. but nam jolted out of our bed with his hand in a fist, running to the bathroom and then i hear the toilet flush. i'm like "what the hell is this little vietnamese boy doing?!"--but i say ..
jg: "NAM, WHAT IS IT?!"
nm: "...nothing, don't worry about it babe, just do your homework"
jg: "how am i suppose to forget that scream you did?"
nm: "..dn't get scared, but ther ewas a big FAST spider on the bed"
jg: *silence*.." how big?"
nm: [makes his pointer finger and thumb into a circle, like a dollar coin] this big.
jg: *gasp* "it was katana wasn't it?!*
nm: *nods*
so i guess that slam on the bed was nam grabbing the spider on the bed before it could run away... you can see why his hand was in a fist now huh? EWWW... the toilet flushing was katana's grave site.
but what was epic was what nam said to me after: "the spider was fucking fast, but i was faster"
--please note, that he made a comment earlier about him being the king of jungle, some shit like that. so i crack up.
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he said something else irrelevant to this topic. well.. we were watching CSI, and it was a commerical saying what was on next. it was going to be the show, Criminal Minds. this is what he said:
nm: "OH CRIMINAL MINDS!!...... [in a softer voice]. they just DON'T know"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL. if you knew who nam was, you would be cracking up too.
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i ran out of deodorant..well not really i forgot the damn thing in florida, so i've been out of deodorant since sunday night. and my loving boyfriend says i should just use his. and i'm like sure, i love the way you smell so why not?
"there is no better smell than the smell of the man you love"
then wednesday comes around, and i go to school. wednesday is my long day so i'm running around. i stop and i could smell a boy. i'm like OMG. it smells like nam! i miss him. awwwwww...
but i stop in the computer lab and take my jacket off. and FUCK, THAT BOY IS ME!.
time to text nam: "let's get deodorant, i dont wanna smell like boy anymore."
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have a good weekend everyone. i know i will =] DEADWEEK AND FINALS. I CAN'T WAIT.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
here's some anthropological food for thought.
i have a question. we were having a pretty heated conversation in my anthropology class about a situation:
as an observer, and you were studying the use of heroine. one of the people you were observing left the needle in bleach for 20 seconds, but the needle needs to stay in there for 60 minutes to kill the virus (to prevent HIV AND AIDS). as a human, do you tell the participant to leave it in a little bit longer? or do you keep your mouth shut as an observer?
i know a lot of you guys might not know what i'm talking about.
but it's down to you as a human, or down to you as an observer.
tell me what you think.
as an observer, and you were studying the use of heroine. one of the people you were observing left the needle in bleach for 20 seconds, but the needle needs to stay in there for 60 minutes to kill the virus (to prevent HIV AND AIDS). as a human, do you tell the participant to leave it in a little bit longer? or do you keep your mouth shut as an observer?
i know a lot of you guys might not know what i'm talking about.
but it's down to you as a human, or down to you as an observer.
tell me what you think.
btw.
ramiele freakin looked like me more than ever, on the finale.
in the words of my grandmother (in a fob accent)
"YOU LOOK LIKE MALUBAY"-- when i go to the AI concert, i'm going to have a shirt that says "I LOOK LIKE MALUBAY"
hahaha. youtube it.
in the words of my grandmother (in a fob accent)
"YOU LOOK LIKE MALUBAY"-- when i go to the AI concert, i'm going to have a shirt that says "I LOOK LIKE MALUBAY"
hahaha. youtube it.
i ain't sayin' she a...
yadig?
i finally got time to get out of my schedule to write you wonderful people =]. i just got back from florida and the make up from school is kicking my ass like no other. but i have good news--.. i'm still marysville baby =] but it's also bad because i won't be with the girls, which is fine because i'm sure we'll be going up more since school is done in like two weeks =]
i get done officially on june 12th-- damn i'm so excited.
but what does school look like for me:
- french paper AND presentation
- french TEST
- participation observation exercise and funding exercise
- three finals.
my florida vacation wasn't much a vacation, but it was nice to get out of washington. BTW, i was first class baby with some crazy ass turbulance.
i think i wanna buy nam and i tickets for california. we'll see how he feels about this =]
jennifer is moving in with us. it's nice to have another girl in the house. krst left to OH already, so she missed out.
i know this post is WHACCKKKK, but i don't have anything exciting to talk about because it's just been florida, and school.
i havent' seen any of my friends because they're whack. hahah jk jk. i think we're going to OH thursday hopefully. nam and i dont really have a car soooo it's hard to get anywhere, but we'll see what's up. =]
big ups to krst for pulling through these past few days
okay everyonee i need to go work on my observation exercise for anthro.
i finally got time to get out of my schedule to write you wonderful people =]. i just got back from florida and the make up from school is kicking my ass like no other. but i have good news--.. i'm still marysville baby =] but it's also bad because i won't be with the girls, which is fine because i'm sure we'll be going up more since school is done in like two weeks =]
i get done officially on june 12th-- damn i'm so excited.
but what does school look like for me:
- french paper AND presentation
- french TEST
- participation observation exercise and funding exercise
- three finals.
my florida vacation wasn't much a vacation, but it was nice to get out of washington. BTW, i was first class baby with some crazy ass turbulance.
i think i wanna buy nam and i tickets for california. we'll see how he feels about this =]
jennifer is moving in with us. it's nice to have another girl in the house. krst left to OH already, so she missed out.
i know this post is WHACCKKKK, but i don't have anything exciting to talk about because it's just been florida, and school.
i havent' seen any of my friends because they're whack. hahah jk jk. i think we're going to OH thursday hopefully. nam and i dont really have a car soooo it's hard to get anywhere, but we'll see what's up. =]
big ups to krst for pulling through these past few days
okay everyonee i need to go work on my observation exercise for anthro.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
florida-bound and my apparent shyness?
guess wher e i'm going tonight? florida. but jacksonsville, which i dont think qualitifies to be the ideal florida experience, but hey. it's cool. i'll get to see MASSIVE FAMILY. my baby brother is there. all my mom's family, except my parents and baby sister. they're the only ones missing, which sucks. all my cousins are going though and i'm so EXCITED. =]. i can't wait to dress cute and get out of this damn weather, into more nasty humid (but sunny) weather. i packed last night.. in ONE small suitcase. that's big ups to jackie.
but the biggest turn off to all this, is that it's still in the middle of school, so i'll be having to bring some homework to florida. i'm going to try to do my homework on the plane, but that doesn't look like it'll happen because my flight is at night. i have a paper to write for french, a study guide for french, alsoooo create a focus group prompt for anthro. lammee (thumbs downnnnn)
so today i spoke with my professor about my shyness in class (and about make up plans concerning florida).. and she was suprrised that i was this loud and talkative when you really get to know me. i hate that i've been shy in my classes, because i always have so much to say, but i don't. i'm not scared. i dont know, i feel like i'm concentrating more. i don't know. but hey, i vent and analyze my classes to you guys, so i'm not necessairly putting my thoughts to waste. i'll start talking...for the last three weeks?
some other news, nam and i have decided it'd be good for me to move to oak harbor. and NO not because a failing relationship, but because i feel bad commuting while i live with him. so i'm living in OH until school's over. but he'll be over just like beforeeee.. when 831 was around.
krst and i hung out all yesterday. we watched the orphange. SUCH A GREAT MOVIE. this isn't a place to come for ratings like lots of other personal blogs, but i loved it. it was fucking scary, but a good scary. i love hanging out with krst =]. i also hung out with joan and betina in OH. with namm and the guys. michael wasn't there, which was sad because i miss him. KRST is STILL at our house. hahahha. eating our damn food. hahah jk jk. see you at home krst.
we also rented paris je t'aime. and shooter. i have to watch shooter. because of nammmm =] i already wanted to watch it a lot before i mean, who wouldn't wanna watch sexy marky mark shooting guns? .
speaking of my nam, i bought him a BMX bike from kuya randy. it seems like he's very excited, but he's convinced that i bought it so he won't be distracted by the fact that i'm gone. it's only til sunday night babe, i'll see you sunday night.
god. i smell like deodorant. well at least i know it's working. i've been all over the damn place today. school is really killing this florida experience. but i'm getting excited...except the plane.
you know what's whack? i've basically lived on planes all my life, anddd.. i'm still scared. last year, i went on like 14 planes. and i'm still scared. i hate planes.
well i'll try to update in FLORIDDAAAA.. aka the 904? hahah whatever. see you guys in the sunshine state
Monday, May 19, 2008
it's my blog and i'll blog if i want to.
.. this is just a disclosure to people who want to read my blog. COME READ MY BLOG, but please recognize i don't apologize for anything i write. you came HERE.
it's like when someone calls you from an unknown phone number and THEY ask "who's this?!"
son, you called MY phone. that's how i feel. so i would appreciate it if people could respect what i write and please stop telling me what to write and especially NOT write.
has it ever occurred to you, that's the reason why the internet isn't privatized? it gives you the freedom to WRITE WHATEVER you want. yes of course you can also READ whatever you want, but don't attack me about my lit.
i write what i like. don't come here if you're not happy.. honesty i dont care if you come here UNHAPPY, because this blog isn't FOR you personally.
i never tell people what to write in their blogs. you see those people on the right? i read THEIR blogs, and i never tell them what to write. but if you seriously leave me a comment, or send me a text message, or myspace message about what NOT to write.. seriously, don't come here anymore.
i don't care of the number of views i get, because like i said, it isn't for you guys. it's for me.
i love my readers and the people who accept me for who i am.-- and on that note, i know who my friends are. even if they "talk shit" about me... i'd probably already heard it from them, or i just don't care.
for the people who don't know me and judge me off what you think you know, ..if you care, holler. i'll probably let you know. seeing that i'm not the most private person, i'll tell you what's up. BUT if you ask me to MOCK me, then you'll just get an "okay bye" from me.
and all honesty, i love haters, why do you think i get that much profile views? hahaha. thanks.
i'm not trying to sound like a bitch, i'm practicing my right. as a frequent internet user and blog poster, and a devoted person, to MYSELF.
it's like when someone calls you from an unknown phone number and THEY ask "who's this?!"
son, you called MY phone. that's how i feel. so i would appreciate it if people could respect what i write and please stop telling me what to write and especially NOT write.
has it ever occurred to you, that's the reason why the internet isn't privatized? it gives you the freedom to WRITE WHATEVER you want. yes of course you can also READ whatever you want, but don't attack me about my lit.
i write what i like. don't come here if you're not happy.. honesty i dont care if you come here UNHAPPY, because this blog isn't FOR you personally.
i never tell people what to write in their blogs. you see those people on the right? i read THEIR blogs, and i never tell them what to write. but if you seriously leave me a comment, or send me a text message, or myspace message about what NOT to write.. seriously, don't come here anymore.
i don't care of the number of views i get, because like i said, it isn't for you guys. it's for me.
i love my readers and the people who accept me for who i am.-- and on that note, i know who my friends are. even if they "talk shit" about me... i'd probably already heard it from them, or i just don't care.
for the people who don't know me and judge me off what you think you know, ..if you care, holler. i'll probably let you know. seeing that i'm not the most private person, i'll tell you what's up. BUT if you ask me to MOCK me, then you'll just get an "okay bye" from me.
and all honesty, i love haters, why do you think i get that much profile views? hahaha. thanks.
i'm not trying to sound like a bitch, i'm practicing my right. as a frequent internet user and blog poster, and a devoted person, to MYSELF.
spiders part 2
if you are an avid reader of this blog, you'll see that this is the sequel to the first spiders blog.
or obviously enough, you can scroll down and look for the bad boy.
after my little episode of spiders, stupidly enough i thought i was safe forever. until two days ago....
nam and i wanted to go somewhere since the weather was super gorg this weekend, so i'm going to wash my face (since taking a shower and wetting my hair would be redundant considering the fact that its sunny. so what does sun + nam mai equal? Jacquelyn underneath another effing helmet.) i open the shower curtain to grab my face wash. then....BAM. another MOTHERFUCKING spider.
evidently, i scream. pretty damn loud that nam runs over and asks what happened. if you've seen the movie She's The Man with Channing Tatum and Amanda Bynes, when the jump on the bed when the rat or spider is in their room.. that's how i was like...but all up on the dryer (which is dumb considering that the dryer is about my height). nam comes and swoops the thing. i think we decided to name this one richard? anyway...
so last night, we come back from another exciting day of riding. i go into our room to grab my laptop because i had masses of homework to push. i look on the floor.. and i thought it was a little "tumble weed" of hair (girls i know you know what those look like).. and i'm thinking "damn for me having some short hair, that's a lot of fucking hair"...it was HUGEEEE. at this point, i'm thinking i really should just cut my hair again and forget growing it out if our place looks like this.... i look closer and WHAT IS IT?!?!
A SPIDER. A HUGE SPIDER. QUEEN OF ALL SPIDERS. (i dub her a female because it's a bitch).
i SCREAM. ridiculously loud. then i run upstairs to demand that my hero save me. but what is he doing?!...HE'S POOING. i'm pissed off now because the spiders ALWAYS come after ME. nam never sees them, only because i'm screaming and telling him to kill it.
i sit on the bed, super nervous. i'm hugging my legs at this point because in all honesty, i'm pretty tired of these spiders. and i'm starting to (if not obvious already) develop a mild case of arachnophobia..
i look at the spider, and it isn't moving. it's just a foot from our bed. i have the courage to open my laptop (even if the laptop is already on the bed, i'm scared to move because it might draw attention to me--which i love in MOST CASES).. i look at it again to make sure it's there.. because i hear nam coming downstairs to save me. it's still there. i go back to my computer...
nam walks through the door. and i scream "THERE IS IS!!" i point on the ground...
nothing.
are YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!??! nam already thinks i'm crazy about this spider ordeal. i hate spiders. officially.
so. it's gone. around our room. i'm scared to even sleep. god knows where katana (that's the spider's name. i named it after the girl in mortal combat, take that bitch) will be.
or obviously enough, you can scroll down and look for the bad boy.
after my little episode of spiders, stupidly enough i thought i was safe forever. until two days ago....
nam and i wanted to go somewhere since the weather was super gorg this weekend, so i'm going to wash my face (since taking a shower and wetting my hair would be redundant considering the fact that its sunny. so what does sun + nam mai equal? Jacquelyn underneath another effing helmet.) i open the shower curtain to grab my face wash. then....BAM. another MOTHERFUCKING spider.
evidently, i scream. pretty damn loud that nam runs over and asks what happened. if you've seen the movie She's The Man with Channing Tatum and Amanda Bynes, when the jump on the bed when the rat or spider is in their room.. that's how i was like...but all up on the dryer (which is dumb considering that the dryer is about my height). nam comes and swoops the thing. i think we decided to name this one richard? anyway...
so last night, we come back from another exciting day of riding. i go into our room to grab my laptop because i had masses of homework to push. i look on the floor.. and i thought it was a little "tumble weed" of hair (girls i know you know what those look like).. and i'm thinking "damn for me having some short hair, that's a lot of fucking hair"...it was HUGEEEE. at this point, i'm thinking i really should just cut my hair again and forget growing it out if our place looks like this.... i look closer and WHAT IS IT?!?!
A SPIDER. A HUGE SPIDER. QUEEN OF ALL SPIDERS. (i dub her a female because it's a bitch).
i SCREAM. ridiculously loud. then i run upstairs to demand that my hero save me. but what is he doing?!...HE'S POOING. i'm pissed off now because the spiders ALWAYS come after ME. nam never sees them, only because i'm screaming and telling him to kill it.
i sit on the bed, super nervous. i'm hugging my legs at this point because in all honesty, i'm pretty tired of these spiders. and i'm starting to (if not obvious already) develop a mild case of arachnophobia..
i look at the spider, and it isn't moving. it's just a foot from our bed. i have the courage to open my laptop (even if the laptop is already on the bed, i'm scared to move because it might draw attention to me--which i love in MOST CASES).. i look at it again to make sure it's there.. because i hear nam coming downstairs to save me. it's still there. i go back to my computer...
nam walks through the door. and i scream "THERE IS IS!!" i point on the ground...
nothing.
are YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!??! nam already thinks i'm crazy about this spider ordeal. i hate spiders. officially.
so. it's gone. around our room. i'm scared to even sleep. god knows where katana (that's the spider's name. i named it after the girl in mortal combat, take that bitch) will be.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
there's two kinds of love...
that i've experienced these past few days. (now you know that this blog is going to be long, since i've been one consistent love sap lately)
the first love:
i promised these two that'd i would "ode"-ed 'em up.
to krst and michael-- let me first start off by saying i havent been this happy in a very very long time. but yesterday and today were unfortunately LOW days, but if it wasn't for you guys saving me (even though you guys have done it so much in the past), i would've died somewhere. thank you krst for doing all you did for me yesterday, from picking me up and having all of my shit in your car. i know i was sluffin waiting for nam to make up his mind, but thank you for being so supportive and even though you try to give it to me straight, you always tell me what i want. i really appreciate everything you do, even if it doesn't seem like it. i'm not one to take someone for granted, and you're definitely one of those people. i know we've had our ups and downs, but since all that, i'm glad we've matured to the great friendship we have now. thank you for saving my ass in OH. i can't wait til you move in. michael, if anyone is on my side, IT'S YOU. even if i'm the stupidest person around, you'll always have my back. though you joke around about you know who, i know you don't mean it. we've gone through a lot to, but now i'm myself. you don't have to worry about fighting. you always ALWAYS have my back. and the one thing i can say about you, and it's why you stay my bestfriend, is that i can be myself around you. i can talk fast.. and say whatever.. and you listen to me. i've noticed that. when people say i talk fast. i respond with "well you listen slow".. that's not you. you accept me for who i am. and i think that's the greatest achievement in a friendship. you are truly the definition of a true friend.
i love you both very much
--i know you guys complain all the time, especially about pulling through for one of your friends, you guys always do it. with complains, but also with love. i love you both.
disclsure: i love all my other friends, but this is just for them today :). i know you guys always pull through for me, joan, betina, megan, cheyenne, and alan--but you knowww..
the second love:
when you turned over to tell me that i had to move out, out of nowhere, made my heart drop in places i can't explain. it was the first time i've hit something while i was mad. we rarely fight so this comes out of nowhere.
thank you for explaining to me the situation. this is seriously making my heart hurt, but because of all the things have has been happening, i've fallen so much more in love with you. i have known a love like this. even though things are turning for the worst in your life, i feel us getting stronger. thank you for visiting me like four/five times, even went to Seattle to see me.
i think you're right. no one can ever love me like you can. and i know that no one can love you like i can. this is the best love. i've ever experienced one like this. please promises mean everything to me. i'm sorry i accused you of that, i shouldn't have said you were selfish because you aren't.
thank you, my sweetheart. for everything i've ever hoped for.
the first love:
i promised these two that'd i would "ode"-ed 'em up.
to krst and michael-- let me first start off by saying i havent been this happy in a very very long time. but yesterday and today were unfortunately LOW days, but if it wasn't for you guys saving me (even though you guys have done it so much in the past), i would've died somewhere. thank you krst for doing all you did for me yesterday, from picking me up and having all of my shit in your car. i know i was sluffin waiting for nam to make up his mind, but thank you for being so supportive and even though you try to give it to me straight, you always tell me what i want. i really appreciate everything you do, even if it doesn't seem like it. i'm not one to take someone for granted, and you're definitely one of those people. i know we've had our ups and downs, but since all that, i'm glad we've matured to the great friendship we have now. thank you for saving my ass in OH. i can't wait til you move in. michael, if anyone is on my side, IT'S YOU. even if i'm the stupidest person around, you'll always have my back. though you joke around about you know who, i know you don't mean it. we've gone through a lot to, but now i'm myself. you don't have to worry about fighting. you always ALWAYS have my back. and the one thing i can say about you, and it's why you stay my bestfriend, is that i can be myself around you. i can talk fast.. and say whatever.. and you listen to me. i've noticed that. when people say i talk fast. i respond with "well you listen slow".. that's not you. you accept me for who i am. and i think that's the greatest achievement in a friendship. you are truly the definition of a true friend.
i love you both very much
--i know you guys complain all the time, especially about pulling through for one of your friends, you guys always do it. with complains, but also with love. i love you both.
disclsure: i love all my other friends, but this is just for them today :). i know you guys always pull through for me, joan, betina, megan, cheyenne, and alan--but you knowww..
the second love:
when you turned over to tell me that i had to move out, out of nowhere, made my heart drop in places i can't explain. it was the first time i've hit something while i was mad. we rarely fight so this comes out of nowhere.
thank you for explaining to me the situation. this is seriously making my heart hurt, but because of all the things have has been happening, i've fallen so much more in love with you. i have known a love like this. even though things are turning for the worst in your life, i feel us getting stronger. thank you for visiting me like four/five times, even went to Seattle to see me.
i think you're right. no one can ever love me like you can. and i know that no one can love you like i can. this is the best love. i've ever experienced one like this. please promises mean everything to me. i'm sorry i accused you of that, i shouldn't have said you were selfish because you aren't.
thank you, my sweetheart. for everything i've ever hoped for.
Monday, May 12, 2008
seriously more?
i forgot to write about my motherless mother's day (considering all the other events that happened).
this is the third year in a row that i wasn't with my mom. i don't remember the last time i spent it with her. i'm assuming it was senior year? that's crazy because that was such a long time ago. unfortunately, i cried again. i woke up crying to call my mommy--she thought something else was wrong, but in all honesty, i really really really miss her. everyone gets to kick it with their moms and what not. while i just talk to my mommy on the phone.
that's why i love my boyfriend so much--for dropping me off in seattle so i can kick it with my friends who didn't have mom's.
i love my friends for being so supportive of all the things that i do. and say even. (though, i should recognize that they don't listen to me, they love my blogs, that's why i have them so extensive.)
i appreciate everything anyone in my life has done for me.
---it's a monday..and i have so much shit to do. i have two interviews to conduct AND analyze. i have a study guide to prepare. for friday.
alll in all. when i get home, i'm going to do my homework (and NOT WATCH REBA), and do laundry. i'm going to have another one of those push-your-ass-to-the-limits kind of work days. i really wanna get this done. because i need to do those damn interviews. and love my baby on thursday. shout out's to cheytee and the big three.
but you know what's best for doing my homework so early? ONE TREE HILL TONIGHT. and sexy time =] since i'm off the dot
this is the third year in a row that i wasn't with my mom. i don't remember the last time i spent it with her. i'm assuming it was senior year? that's crazy because that was such a long time ago. unfortunately, i cried again. i woke up crying to call my mommy--she thought something else was wrong, but in all honesty, i really really really miss her. everyone gets to kick it with their moms and what not. while i just talk to my mommy on the phone.
that's why i love my boyfriend so much--for dropping me off in seattle so i can kick it with my friends who didn't have mom's.
i love my friends for being so supportive of all the things that i do. and say even. (though, i should recognize that they don't listen to me, they love my blogs, that's why i have them so extensive.)
i appreciate everything anyone in my life has done for me.
---it's a monday..and i have so much shit to do. i have two interviews to conduct AND analyze. i have a study guide to prepare. for friday.
alll in all. when i get home, i'm going to do my homework (and NOT WATCH REBA), and do laundry. i'm going to have another one of those push-your-ass-to-the-limits kind of work days. i really wanna get this done. because i need to do those damn interviews. and love my baby on thursday. shout out's to cheytee and the big three.
but you know what's best for doing my homework so early? ONE TREE HILL TONIGHT. and sexy time =] since i'm off the dot
Sunday, May 11, 2008
all frosting and no cupcake.
i just want my wii back. i still want it back, but god it's taking so long. because he refuses to give it back because of its value to him. unfortunate for him, i don't care too much about him---but i'm saying that and the rest of this blog in the nicest way possible. i'm smiling typing this.
i talked to the ex today. holy crazy because i haven't yelled at anyone like that in so long. it was cool to see that life's treating him good because life hasn't been better for me. because fortunate enough for me, this break up was the best thing to ever happened to me (besides NOT getting the wii). i could just steal it back inspite of NOT giving my WII back, but i'm not stooping low. i think today was closure with the ex..
i realized something today. not that i haven't realized it earlier, but i don't think i can ever be back with him. i can't see me with him anymore.. the title of this post is for him. because he has a fun personality.. which is all the frosting..but no substantial boyfriend credentials. which is the cupcake. fighting with him sucks, it used to kill my mood like no other, being yelled at in public, talking so much shit about me..TO ME., being treated the way i did. all of that sucked, but i'm glad to know that he's doing well. and congratulations on your new job. 'bout time. good thing you're prospect is pointing you in directions i never could. i'm happy for you. deep down i am VERY VERY happy for you. our relationship didn't go the way we wanted. and i understand why you want to keep the wii. but you have to understand why i want it back. i do mind that you're keeping it...
francis. i could thank you so much for the fun times i've had with you, but i don't remember any of them. i just remember the first time we spoke nicely to each other. and that was today. i forgot what you looked like. i see pictures. and i remember certain landmarks aka your nose and eye brows. but i don't remember what you look like.
i'm glad we broke up--because it was the best thing we've ever done together. and i'm glad you're peaceful. and i'm glad we talked nicely today---after the yelling of course (because what's jackie and francis without yelling?). i'm sure we can be civil now. but we could never be friends like we used to be.
i miss kicking it with kuya paul/chris/daniel and all the older guys though. today they're going to watch a movie. and i used to do that. kuya paul talked to me about that today. and i used to watch your games. i'm still a huge OH fan..
...when michael drops me off i got to see nam.
honestly, today after fighting with francis, and seeing my nam, it was the best feeling in the entire world. this 'closure' i guess made me love nam that much more because even though i thought francis was the one for me, boy was i was wrong. nam has it all. he's the frosting, cupcake, and sprinkles. he's stable. he's exciting. he's supportive, and everything i wanted my boyfriend to be. he's great in bed. hahaha (just kidding...not really). i haven't been this happy in a relationship ever. this is definitely the best relationship i've been in since i could remember. he makes life and doing all this worth it. alot of this is corny, but sometimes expressing love can come with corny lines. how you think people fall in love with each other?
i hope to go a long way with nam. i love being this in love. and being loved like this. thank you nam for all you've ever done for me. and keeping your promise that i'd never feel that way again.
life's amazing. in the end, even though i didn't get the wii, my life is amazing. and i'm fufilled. with friends family and nam.
i couldn't ask for more.
i talked to the ex today. holy crazy because i haven't yelled at anyone like that in so long. it was cool to see that life's treating him good because life hasn't been better for me. because fortunate enough for me, this break up was the best thing to ever happened to me (besides NOT getting the wii). i could just steal it back inspite of NOT giving my WII back, but i'm not stooping low. i think today was closure with the ex..
i realized something today. not that i haven't realized it earlier, but i don't think i can ever be back with him. i can't see me with him anymore.. the title of this post is for him. because he has a fun personality.. which is all the frosting..but no substantial boyfriend credentials. which is the cupcake. fighting with him sucks, it used to kill my mood like no other, being yelled at in public, talking so much shit about me..TO ME., being treated the way i did. all of that sucked, but i'm glad to know that he's doing well. and congratulations on your new job. 'bout time. good thing you're prospect is pointing you in directions i never could. i'm happy for you. deep down i am VERY VERY happy for you. our relationship didn't go the way we wanted. and i understand why you want to keep the wii. but you have to understand why i want it back. i do mind that you're keeping it...
francis. i could thank you so much for the fun times i've had with you, but i don't remember any of them. i just remember the first time we spoke nicely to each other. and that was today. i forgot what you looked like. i see pictures. and i remember certain landmarks aka your nose and eye brows. but i don't remember what you look like.
i'm glad we broke up--because it was the best thing we've ever done together. and i'm glad you're peaceful. and i'm glad we talked nicely today---after the yelling of course (because what's jackie and francis without yelling?). i'm sure we can be civil now. but we could never be friends like we used to be.
i miss kicking it with kuya paul/chris/daniel and all the older guys though. today they're going to watch a movie. and i used to do that. kuya paul talked to me about that today. and i used to watch your games. i'm still a huge OH fan..
...when michael drops me off i got to see nam.
honestly, today after fighting with francis, and seeing my nam, it was the best feeling in the entire world. this 'closure' i guess made me love nam that much more because even though i thought francis was the one for me, boy was i was wrong. nam has it all. he's the frosting, cupcake, and sprinkles. he's stable. he's exciting. he's supportive, and everything i wanted my boyfriend to be. he's great in bed. hahaha (just kidding...not really). i haven't been this happy in a relationship ever. this is definitely the best relationship i've been in since i could remember. he makes life and doing all this worth it. alot of this is corny, but sometimes expressing love can come with corny lines. how you think people fall in love with each other?
i hope to go a long way with nam. i love being this in love. and being loved like this. thank you nam for all you've ever done for me. and keeping your promise that i'd never feel that way again.
life's amazing. in the end, even though i didn't get the wii, my life is amazing. and i'm fufilled. with friends family and nam.
i couldn't ask for more.
Friday, May 9, 2008
spiders and coffee.
it's before my anthro presentation and here are a few exciting things that happened to me.
yesterday, i saw a spider in our shower. not just any spider, but a spider that WAS HUGE. so i "try" to kill it (quotations indicate the operative word). and i thought i did. i guess i was drowning in it water, sure fine judge me. i saw it roll up into a ball and i thought it was dead. so i came close to grab it with a tissue, then BAM IT'S RUNNING AROUND. what a fucking liar. it pretended it was dead. then it scared the living crap out of me. so what did i do? ..i ran.
left the water running because i was scared, thenn i showered upstairs. came back downstairs to turn off the downstairs shower (where the spider was). the spider wasn't there, so i thought. then BAM IT CAME OUT OF THE CURTAIN. i scream and run away again...
i text nam about my little endeavor. unfortunately, he was very insensitive to my fear of spiders and told my ass to get some courage to kill it. and i'm like "fuck that!". so, i decide to wait for his ass to get home.
he comes home. and he showers. boom. no spider.god, i'm such a freak.
this morning the spider wasn't there. so i shower, i take a quick ass shower because im' paranoid that this little fucker (his name is henry, from reba) will be having a little party on my hair or ass so i finish, and i'm wayy relieved. but once i grab my towel LITTLE FUCKER HENRY comes out. so i jump out. and wet the ENTIRE FREAKIN' BATHROOM. and grab the towels and ran into our room.
nam is fortunate enough to be home (well, i'm the fortunate one), so i wake his ass up to go KILL IT. he goes to the bathroom (like my hero would) and looks for the spider. it's not there. WHAT A SNEAKY LITTLE ASSHOLE. at this point i'm thinking i must be crazy. there probably is no freakin' spider there and i'm just losing my mind. and then.. he appears.
stupid henry.
nam kills it. he's my hero. and i've come to the conclusion that it's always handy to have a man in the house.
to make sure you aren't going insanee.
(due to my trama, i apologize for the short sentences, it was only to emphasize the short and petrifed thoughts about the stupid spider. but in my head, seriously, that's how i was thinking. and my life involves short sentences..well that's what my french professor tells me).
haha. coffee story? it's that i FINALLY FREAKIN' TRIED the coffee across the street. and i absolutely love it.
-on my way to my presentation. i just finished my french test. GAG ME.
later haters.
yesterday, i saw a spider in our shower. not just any spider, but a spider that WAS HUGE. so i "try" to kill it (quotations indicate the operative word). and i thought i did. i guess i was drowning in it water, sure fine judge me. i saw it roll up into a ball and i thought it was dead. so i came close to grab it with a tissue, then BAM IT'S RUNNING AROUND. what a fucking liar. it pretended it was dead. then it scared the living crap out of me. so what did i do? ..i ran.
left the water running because i was scared, thenn i showered upstairs. came back downstairs to turn off the downstairs shower (where the spider was). the spider wasn't there, so i thought. then BAM IT CAME OUT OF THE CURTAIN. i scream and run away again...
i text nam about my little endeavor. unfortunately, he was very insensitive to my fear of spiders and told my ass to get some courage to kill it. and i'm like "fuck that!". so, i decide to wait for his ass to get home.
he comes home. and he showers. boom. no spider.god, i'm such a freak.
this morning the spider wasn't there. so i shower, i take a quick ass shower because im' paranoid that this little fucker (his name is henry, from reba) will be having a little party on my hair or ass so i finish, and i'm wayy relieved. but once i grab my towel LITTLE FUCKER HENRY comes out. so i jump out. and wet the ENTIRE FREAKIN' BATHROOM. and grab the towels and ran into our room.
nam is fortunate enough to be home (well, i'm the fortunate one), so i wake his ass up to go KILL IT. he goes to the bathroom (like my hero would) and looks for the spider. it's not there. WHAT A SNEAKY LITTLE ASSHOLE. at this point i'm thinking i must be crazy. there probably is no freakin' spider there and i'm just losing my mind. and then.. he appears.
stupid henry.
nam kills it. he's my hero. and i've come to the conclusion that it's always handy to have a man in the house.
to make sure you aren't going insanee.
(due to my trama, i apologize for the short sentences, it was only to emphasize the short and petrifed thoughts about the stupid spider. but in my head, seriously, that's how i was thinking. and my life involves short sentences..well that's what my french professor tells me).
haha. coffee story? it's that i FINALLY FREAKIN' TRIED the coffee across the street. and i absolutely love it.
-on my way to my presentation. i just finished my french test. GAG ME.
later haters.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
grapefruit is seriously the shittiest fruit alive.
i got a cup of fresh fruit at the viking union today. i'm so retarded because i didn't notice that there was grapefruit in it... I HATE HATE grapefruit.
megan loves this drink called ruby something. i'm sure you readers have heard/tasted/even liked this stupid drink. once i was really thirsty that i didn't bother to look what it was, and BLAH. i spit it ALL out. it was so gross.
back to my story. noww.. my entire fruit cup has grapefruit taste and juice all over it. and since i know the taste so well. i'm only focusing on that. so in conclusion, this is the worst experience with fruit EVER. (besides my potential allergy to PINEAPPLES--which is probably karma for being so strict with betina and pineapples. hahaha)
i have a presentation and test friday, which means i'm a kill joy today and tomorrow. i'll probably stay on campus as long as i can soo that i can get shit done. besides nam's in school today. boringggg...
michael and krst got us tickets to the concert. rows one and two. nice huh? it makes me even more excited than ever. I TOLD YOU WE SHOULD'VE WAITED.
its unfortunate i wont be sitting with my friends. i love LOVE nam--but i wanna sit with my friends too (i'm sure you know who got row one and who got row two)
to nam: thanks for everything. that was fun =] cirque de soliel? I THINK SO!
megan loves this drink called ruby something. i'm sure you readers have heard/tasted/even liked this stupid drink. once i was really thirsty that i didn't bother to look what it was, and BLAH. i spit it ALL out. it was so gross.
back to my story. noww.. my entire fruit cup has grapefruit taste and juice all over it. and since i know the taste so well. i'm only focusing on that. so in conclusion, this is the worst experience with fruit EVER. (besides my potential allergy to PINEAPPLES--which is probably karma for being so strict with betina and pineapples. hahaha)
i have a presentation and test friday, which means i'm a kill joy today and tomorrow. i'll probably stay on campus as long as i can soo that i can get shit done. besides nam's in school today. boringggg...
michael and krst got us tickets to the concert. rows one and two. nice huh? it makes me even more excited than ever. I TOLD YOU WE SHOULD'VE WAITED.
its unfortunate i wont be sitting with my friends. i love LOVE nam--but i wanna sit with my friends too (i'm sure you know who got row one and who got row two)
to nam: thanks for everything. that was fun =] cirque de soliel? I THINK SO!
Monday, May 5, 2008
her name was Lisa Marie...more like Rose Marie. MUAHAHA. (refer to myspace song)
anyywyayy.. HELLOOO. EVERYONE =] apparently i'm LONG overdue for a post. whatever. (btw, this keyboard i'm using at school has A SHITTY SHITTY backspace button. i should stop making mistakes)
here i go:
this weekend was fairly boring, except that i watched made of honor and ironman with michael. amazing movies i must say. i would watch both again. nam had a boys night out thing, which was fine because i got to love michael all to myself. (happy birthday to andrew btw)
saturday i studied a lot and waited for Nam to get home from the shop because he was talking to VK about his new job and set everything in stone. afterwards we had a fun filled day of nacquelyn--red mango, shopping, and pizza in bed. hahaha.
sunday we FINALLY GOT PANCAKES. krst and michael know wtf i'm talking about. since i've been craving it since we went to bob's last week (another agenda update i forgot to mention). we invited Ha understand his love circumstances. i felt bad and since were in everett, we hollered. he came. i love ha.
we went to asia noodle and saw PHUNGIT there. and Vy. it was nice seeing them. kwon's birthday is next weekend apparently.
then we went to the outlet mall FOREVER. then went to Andrew's placee to eat some Laosian food. so fucking ang hang. but so fucking masarap. hahaha. i swear Nam ate an entire OCEAN full of oysters. and he's all wondering why his stomach hurt so damn much last night.
went home and did the nasty. hahahaha. not really, well nam did have oysters. you will NEVER KNOW the truth.
i had my french presentation (which we rocked) and a qualitative test which i rocked as well. UHHH..
I GOT A B+ ON MY HOMEWORK IN FRENCH. THAT IS EPIC. THE BEST I'VE DONE ALL QUARTER. hahaha.
i saw alan and hikari. i miss them =[
it's cinqo de mayo and i wanna party hardy, but everyone is whack--i dont plan on doing SHIT tonight.
mental notes:
- my dad freakin hates me. everyone hates me. but i guess i'm doing something right.
- nam and i are possibly moving =]. and getting TWO NEW CARS.
- i am freakin' exceeding ACADEMICALLY.
- Loke's in town. though i'll never see her because krst is hogging her. and loke is hogging krst because krst hasn't called me once all weekend--but it's okay. she needs to make sweet babies with loke. hahaha
- BETINA AND GREG ARE VISITING US ON THURSDAY!!!
- my entire california family wants to go to vegas the same weekend we do.
- vegas is looking better and better everyday
- MICHAEL WON THE TICKETS AND MEET AND GREETS FOR DANITY KANE.
- ....michael is NOT taking me.
- i have a presentation and test on friday, which sucks major balls, but that just means the weekend will be ROCKINNNNN..
- our room. is the filthiest i've ever seen it. and i'm not cleaning it today.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
okay fine.. i'm actually in the mood.
i'm seriously not in the mood to agenda update, but i can just say this is what happened:
buca de beppo with newly named micht-amquelyn, or something like that--they renamed it because they can prounce the original version, holland happening with ERRYONE, getting crunk with avril, applebees, texting brosive, tons of library time, international night, fasa elections, and of course, spending time with MY BOO/roommate =]
so besides that.. let's ramble shall we?
speaking of roomates.. i think i'm going to be having a new roommate. she's a former one, and she goes by the name of krst. soo. i've decided if krst pisses me the FUCK off, i'll go to nam. if nam pisses me the fuck off (which he doesn't really), i'll go to krst.--this is the perk. but "what if they both piss you off jacquelyn?" i have a great answer for that one--i'll walk to michael's house down the street =] hahahahhaa. i can't wait for my friends to move to marysville, and they'll be soooo close. it's exciting i must say.
guess what i heard today? DANITY KANE IS FREAKING COMING TO SEATTLE. yesss. no need for the long ass trip to california. we can see them RIGHT HERE =]. no matter what i wanted to go, but it happened to fall on finals week which sucks major ass. but it's okay PROBLEM SOLVED. this is the one concert i wanted to go to this summer.
i just watched a french movie, and the main character was the exwife of CARRIE BRADSHAW's boyfriend, in paris. it was exciting and pretty much hyperventilating in class. because i mean IT IS coming out at the end of this month. (btw, happy may)
congradulations to the new fasa officers for next year.. i'm so excited for next year now. it's my last year, and i love LOVE love my fasa family. i dont like it up here, to live, but if there was one reason and the only reason, it'd be for my fasa family.
i love my BESTfriends. i can't wait for krst to move in.
i can't wait for that.
nam--thank you so much for being amazing. i'm so glad i have you in my life. i have never been this happy ever, and i love LOVE you for that--for supporting me in FASA, in school, my friends, and family. you're totally boss.
.. i miss my daddy.
buca de beppo with newly named micht-amquelyn, or something like that--they renamed it because they can prounce the original version, holland happening with ERRYONE, getting crunk with avril, applebees, texting brosive, tons of library time, international night, fasa elections, and of course, spending time with MY BOO/roommate =]
so besides that.. let's ramble shall we?
speaking of roomates.. i think i'm going to be having a new roommate. she's a former one, and she goes by the name of krst. soo. i've decided if krst pisses me the FUCK off, i'll go to nam. if nam pisses me the fuck off (which he doesn't really), i'll go to krst.--this is the perk. but "what if they both piss you off jacquelyn?" i have a great answer for that one--i'll walk to michael's house down the street =] hahahahhaa. i can't wait for my friends to move to marysville, and they'll be soooo close. it's exciting i must say.
guess what i heard today? DANITY KANE IS FREAKING COMING TO SEATTLE. yesss. no need for the long ass trip to california. we can see them RIGHT HERE =]. no matter what i wanted to go, but it happened to fall on finals week which sucks major ass. but it's okay PROBLEM SOLVED. this is the one concert i wanted to go to this summer.
i just watched a french movie, and the main character was the exwife of CARRIE BRADSHAW's boyfriend, in paris. it was exciting and pretty much hyperventilating in class. because i mean IT IS coming out at the end of this month. (btw, happy may)
congradulations to the new fasa officers for next year.. i'm so excited for next year now. it's my last year, and i love LOVE love my fasa family. i dont like it up here, to live, but if there was one reason and the only reason, it'd be for my fasa family.
i love my BESTfriends. i can't wait for krst to move in.
i can't wait for that.
nam--thank you so much for being amazing. i'm so glad i have you in my life. i have never been this happy ever, and i love LOVE you for that--for supporting me in FASA, in school, my friends, and family. you're totally boss.
.. i miss my daddy.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
basically, it's been a HOT MINUTE.
So.. since i haven't written in awhile, and i'm for sure as hell not trying to do homework right now, i'm in the foreign language lab on the computer.
but i'm not really in the mood to write, soo. HOLLAH.
btw, memorial day weekend.. FLORIDA!.
but i'm not really in the mood to write, soo. HOLLAH.
btw, memorial day weekend.. FLORIDA!.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
expired milk and it's side effects.
this is an interesting story i must tell you,
nam and i have a gallon of milk at our house, it expired on april 16th. nam and i had LOTS of ceral on the 18th, and we really really wanted to eat it, so we decide to smell the milk and taste it (it's said that you can drink the milk until a week AFTER the expiration date), it tasted great because it satisfied what we were craving. anyway.. we ate all the ceral that day.
last night was the 23rd--exactly ONE WEEK after the expiration date. and nam wanted cereal again.. we had another box of cereal in the pantry, so nam pours the cereal in the bowl, remembering we could potentially have bad milk in the fridge, he grabs it. we smell it, and taste it. STILL VERY GOOD. so we have this fatty ass bowl of cereal together. we're satisfied, but we see this commerical for oreos, so OF COURSE i say "NAMMMM.. can we get oreos?! we need to finish the milk anyway" so we walk to the corner store. i get my oreos and nam contemplates whether or not we should get new milk, but then we're like "nahhh there's more milk anyway (still refering to the milk with the april 16th expiration date)".. we walk home with our oreos. nam goes upstairs to get me a glass of our awesome milk... but we end up not drinking it for awhile. nam and i were watching reba =].. nam feels bad for the warm milk so he CHUGS the thing.
we go to the library.. on the way back, i feel my stomach feeling weird..well it was mostly that area right below your sternum. i didn't say anything because i thought it'd go away. we got home and nam's mom made some BOMMBBB seafood soup, and i haven't eatten anything since earlier that day (apart from our big bowl of cereal).. then i hear nam go "i feel like i have heartburn"...secretly, i'm like "ME TOO!"..but nam starts feeling worse.. like heartburn plus stomach ache kind of paining. and they're striking..THEN IT STARTS HAPPENING TO ME. omg. we're at the table, dying. so we decide to drink some 7up. nothin. so we decide to do the best thing possible--pooing. nam goes upstairs where he usually does his business and i go downstairs where i usually do my business. (sorry if this is gross, it really isnt).. we're at our designated bathrooms for like 20 minutes..NOTHIN. he comes downstairs.. and we lay down because we're in PAIN..
we wanna die at this point, or throw up or something. nam and i close our eyes so we don't think about it. and we sleep... at 930 PM!!
woke up feeling great.
i wanted yogurt at school today...but no diary products for me today.
damn you expired milk. and DAMN NAM for your idea to drink it.
nam and i have a gallon of milk at our house, it expired on april 16th. nam and i had LOTS of ceral on the 18th, and we really really wanted to eat it, so we decide to smell the milk and taste it (it's said that you can drink the milk until a week AFTER the expiration date), it tasted great because it satisfied what we were craving. anyway.. we ate all the ceral that day.
last night was the 23rd--exactly ONE WEEK after the expiration date. and nam wanted cereal again.. we had another box of cereal in the pantry, so nam pours the cereal in the bowl, remembering we could potentially have bad milk in the fridge, he grabs it. we smell it, and taste it. STILL VERY GOOD. so we have this fatty ass bowl of cereal together. we're satisfied, but we see this commerical for oreos, so OF COURSE i say "NAMMMM.. can we get oreos?! we need to finish the milk anyway" so we walk to the corner store. i get my oreos and nam contemplates whether or not we should get new milk, but then we're like "nahhh there's more milk anyway (still refering to the milk with the april 16th expiration date)".. we walk home with our oreos. nam goes upstairs to get me a glass of our awesome milk... but we end up not drinking it for awhile. nam and i were watching reba =].. nam feels bad for the warm milk so he CHUGS the thing.
we go to the library.. on the way back, i feel my stomach feeling weird..well it was mostly that area right below your sternum. i didn't say anything because i thought it'd go away. we got home and nam's mom made some BOMMBBB seafood soup, and i haven't eatten anything since earlier that day (apart from our big bowl of cereal).. then i hear nam go "i feel like i have heartburn"...secretly, i'm like "ME TOO!"..but nam starts feeling worse.. like heartburn plus stomach ache kind of paining. and they're striking..THEN IT STARTS HAPPENING TO ME. omg. we're at the table, dying. so we decide to drink some 7up. nothin. so we decide to do the best thing possible--pooing. nam goes upstairs where he usually does his business and i go downstairs where i usually do my business. (sorry if this is gross, it really isnt).. we're at our designated bathrooms for like 20 minutes..NOTHIN. he comes downstairs.. and we lay down because we're in PAIN..
we wanna die at this point, or throw up or something. nam and i close our eyes so we don't think about it. and we sleep... at 930 PM!!
woke up feeling great.
i wanted yogurt at school today...but no diary products for me today.
damn you expired milk. and DAMN NAM for your idea to drink it.
Monday, April 21, 2008
oh danity kane.
they are seriously the cutest people around. i love DK, and can i say the poetry performance? ...epic. one word. we better see them. wherever they are in this damn country. i love shannon. oh btw, poetry? reminded me a time of my life, when i used to spell honey, "hunnie" and april fools meant something, besides jokes.
DK4LIFE.
DK4LIFE.
i have more readers than i thought i do.
i don't mind you coming through to my blog, thanks for coming.
btw, she wasn't my friend half way through our "friendship"
btw, she wasn't my friend half way through our "friendship"
A CLEVER NOTE.
i also wanted to mention:
"you aint never ever ever never ever seen a girl me...
J-A-C-Q-U-E-L-Y-N-G.
Ahh"
-Danity Kane's Lights Out (remix son)
the motto of my life.
"you aint never ever ever never ever seen a girl me...
J-A-C-Q-U-E-L-Y-N-G.
Ahh"
-Danity Kane's Lights Out (remix son)
the motto of my life.
snow in spring.
hello everyone!
it actually isn't THAT long since i've blogged, but since it's monday, and i'm usually on a laptop or computer duirng my break on mondays. for some reason, i'm more satisfied blogging in the middle of the day as opposed to writing at night, because i feel guitly for writing a blog and enjoying myself than doing homework...or hanging out with my boyfriend for that matter!. haha, so essentially i feel some what sad that i enjoy blogging than eating lunch with my friends, or hanging out with my boyfriend, or calling my bests. sorry guys, but hey, think of it as instead of NOT talking TO you guys, i'm writing ABOUT you guys. You guys are always in my thoughts. (shit talkers motto)
i don't remember if i said this in my previous post, but i had two tests today--one for french and one for people's of latin america. i think i ROCKED both of them (and i will explain later why i think so), but i have my doubts on some questions, but overall i knew the majority of all the questions on both tests.
btw, if you guys are trying to get a hold of me, my phone is being whack. no it's not the blackjack's fault, it's my mom. she isn't paying our bill again. soo, that's a twenty one for the dealer, bust for me. (hahaha the pun was funny in my head)
ready? agenda update:
friday-- that was suppose to be bellingham night. Nam and i were suppose to go to alan's birthday WTF party, but when we were getting ready, snohomish county was being OWNED..pooned up the ass with snow. we were afraid of getting stuck on that long drive, so for safetly, we decided not to go. i was sad that night, but wanna know what we did instead? watched Hard Candy with Ellen Page. ONE crazy ass movie, especially because you keep picturing Ellen Page as Juno or the one witty girl in Smart People (which i happened to LOVE LOVE), seriously cuts a doodes balls off. (well watch it for yourself). Nam officially hates Ellen, and "swears" on his life that we're no longer supporting her. SPEAK FOR YOURSELF, i love her more because of this movie. go Ellen. then we started to watch a Quentin Terintino (sp?) movie, but knocked out...at guess what time? 11 bitches. i swear we sleep later on school/work nights. hahaha. we're odd.
saturday- Nam leaves fairly early in the morning, 9 (well, it's early for no work or school that day!), to go to the shop because he's ...
WAIT, CHINESE FOOD IS OPEN. I'VE BEEN WAITING ALL MORNING FOR THIS. BE RIGHT BACK!!!
okay i'm back--let's steer away from the agenda for a moment, and let's talk about food and the general roles which ethnic women play in these diet-frenzy society. I LOVE this chinese food. it's like the best thing to eat for lunch--pineapple chicken and fried motherfuckin' rice. it's all four dollars, and it's a HUGE portion. i have it like once every three weeks, because of course i feel bad. which leds me to the next point i wanted to make--it seems that ethnic women tend to rebel out of socially (american) construction involvoing weight, diet, and body image. I love LOVE my body.. but there's these pute girls sitting next to me, virtually eating nothing for lunch with a FIVE CALORIE drink. i love my food--but i see that the more i notice it, the more i'm noticing my body change. i'm starting to worry about my weight, not that i need to NOW, but i know i'll be sad if i got bigger. i applaud the women who gain weight, or "plus-sized" (i don't know how to classify this) who are proud, but fuck, i wouldn't be because i suck. i'm naturally confident and have an ego FOR DAYS, but i hope my body image conflicts, don't stop that. see, it's happening already.
whatever. i'm fly. MUAHAHA. and i'm boss. anyway,
nam went to the shop to fix the water pump to our car. ..so i'm not at all car savvy, and nam is. so in a nutshell.. I THINK.. the operative word being "think" this is what he said: i was trying to fix the water pump, and i wanted to avoid the "timing belt" (oh god, i'm already bad at explaining this) because if you mess it up by even a LITTLE, it'll mess everything up and when your car runs it will go *with hand movements* thum thum thum.. because shawn's hand slipped when holding it. so vertially that's what i had to fix.
WHOO HOO. i think i'm right--but my point? is tha the took nine hours to fix it. can we say 9-5 with no pay? haha. he was getting frustrated, so i'm very proud that he broke through his frustrations and kicked ass.. he was seriously on the verge of selling the car that he hated that noise so much, but now he thinks his car is all awesome. so BIG UPS TO NAMMMMM MAIII!!. MAI MAN. hahah i'm cool. pun SO INTENDED.
while he doing that, i finished the majority of my homework and studying(see why i think i did so good on my tests). he got home, and we kicked it for a little bit. we were going to go to phungITs right away, but i didn't want to.. so i go: "NAMMM let's watch that new jet li and jackie chan movie" "okay sweetheart anything for you, because i love you, and you're the best girlfriend of all time" HAHAHA. no that isn't how it went, but he said yess =] we met up with shawn and amy to watch it. it was okay. it was a weird story, according to the asians. hahaha. aka everyone but me and shawn aka filpino aka pacific islanders. then the four of us went to phungITs, drunk ass house.
sunday--what do you think? pho. with his family. what the pho RIGHT?! hahaha. nahh i didn't have pho, but i had this really good thing i eat, with vercemili noodles or something. with my coffee =]. we ran a few arrands after that, then did homework the rest of the day and night. it was a serious night for naquelyn since we got done with homework early. i love you nam. i still love you just the same.
mental notes and future SHIZZ-
it actually isn't THAT long since i've blogged, but since it's monday, and i'm usually on a laptop or computer duirng my break on mondays. for some reason, i'm more satisfied blogging in the middle of the day as opposed to writing at night, because i feel guitly for writing a blog and enjoying myself than doing homework...or hanging out with my boyfriend for that matter!. haha, so essentially i feel some what sad that i enjoy blogging than eating lunch with my friends, or hanging out with my boyfriend, or calling my bests. sorry guys, but hey, think of it as instead of NOT talking TO you guys, i'm writing ABOUT you guys. You guys are always in my thoughts. (shit talkers motto)
i don't remember if i said this in my previous post, but i had two tests today--one for french and one for people's of latin america. i think i ROCKED both of them (and i will explain later why i think so), but i have my doubts on some questions, but overall i knew the majority of all the questions on both tests.
btw, if you guys are trying to get a hold of me, my phone is being whack. no it's not the blackjack's fault, it's my mom. she isn't paying our bill again. soo, that's a twenty one for the dealer, bust for me. (hahaha the pun was funny in my head)
ready? agenda update:
friday-- that was suppose to be bellingham night. Nam and i were suppose to go to alan's birthday WTF party, but when we were getting ready, snohomish county was being OWNED..pooned up the ass with snow. we were afraid of getting stuck on that long drive, so for safetly, we decided not to go. i was sad that night, but wanna know what we did instead? watched Hard Candy with Ellen Page. ONE crazy ass movie, especially because you keep picturing Ellen Page as Juno or the one witty girl in Smart People (which i happened to LOVE LOVE), seriously cuts a doodes balls off. (well watch it for yourself). Nam officially hates Ellen, and "swears" on his life that we're no longer supporting her. SPEAK FOR YOURSELF, i love her more because of this movie. go Ellen. then we started to watch a Quentin Terintino (sp?) movie, but knocked out...at guess what time? 11 bitches. i swear we sleep later on school/work nights. hahaha. we're odd.
saturday- Nam leaves fairly early in the morning, 9 (well, it's early for no work or school that day!), to go to the shop because he's ...
WAIT, CHINESE FOOD IS OPEN. I'VE BEEN WAITING ALL MORNING FOR THIS. BE RIGHT BACK!!!
okay i'm back--let's steer away from the agenda for a moment, and let's talk about food and the general roles which ethnic women play in these diet-frenzy society. I LOVE this chinese food. it's like the best thing to eat for lunch--pineapple chicken and fried motherfuckin' rice. it's all four dollars, and it's a HUGE portion. i have it like once every three weeks, because of course i feel bad. which leds me to the next point i wanted to make--it seems that ethnic women tend to rebel out of socially (american) construction involvoing weight, diet, and body image. I love LOVE my body.. but there's these pute girls sitting next to me, virtually eating nothing for lunch with a FIVE CALORIE drink. i love my food--but i see that the more i notice it, the more i'm noticing my body change. i'm starting to worry about my weight, not that i need to NOW, but i know i'll be sad if i got bigger. i applaud the women who gain weight, or "plus-sized" (i don't know how to classify this) who are proud, but fuck, i wouldn't be because i suck. i'm naturally confident and have an ego FOR DAYS, but i hope my body image conflicts, don't stop that. see, it's happening already.
whatever. i'm fly. MUAHAHA. and i'm boss. anyway,
nam went to the shop to fix the water pump to our car. ..so i'm not at all car savvy, and nam is. so in a nutshell.. I THINK.. the operative word being "think" this is what he said: i was trying to fix the water pump, and i wanted to avoid the "timing belt" (oh god, i'm already bad at explaining this) because if you mess it up by even a LITTLE, it'll mess everything up and when your car runs it will go *with hand movements* thum thum thum.. because shawn's hand slipped when holding it. so vertially that's what i had to fix.
WHOO HOO. i think i'm right--but my point? is tha the took nine hours to fix it. can we say 9-5 with no pay? haha. he was getting frustrated, so i'm very proud that he broke through his frustrations and kicked ass.. he was seriously on the verge of selling the car that he hated that noise so much, but now he thinks his car is all awesome. so BIG UPS TO NAMMMMM MAIII!!. MAI MAN. hahah i'm cool. pun SO INTENDED.
while he doing that, i finished the majority of my homework and studying(see why i think i did so good on my tests). he got home, and we kicked it for a little bit. we were going to go to phungITs right away, but i didn't want to.. so i go: "NAMMM let's watch that new jet li and jackie chan movie" "okay sweetheart anything for you, because i love you, and you're the best girlfriend of all time" HAHAHA. no that isn't how it went, but he said yess =] we met up with shawn and amy to watch it. it was okay. it was a weird story, according to the asians. hahaha. aka everyone but me and shawn aka filpino aka pacific islanders. then the four of us went to phungITs, drunk ass house.
sunday--what do you think? pho. with his family. what the pho RIGHT?! hahaha. nahh i didn't have pho, but i had this really good thing i eat, with vercemili noodles or something. with my coffee =]. we ran a few arrands after that, then did homework the rest of the day and night. it was a serious night for naquelyn since we got done with homework early. i love you nam. i still love you just the same.
mental notes and future SHIZZ-
- i miss the glow in the dark concert. if michael and i didn't go, i'd think i would've cried because according to michael..you know what? i'm going to copy and paste from Michael. so i'm not plagerizing... i would cite this formally, but i don't know how. ALSO.. i'm lazy to type out everything he said perfectly.
" and the only exciting thing i can think of is GLOW IN THE FUCKING DARK TOUR! haha. me and jackie went together to the concert cause the rest of our friends are laammmeee. after watching the actual performance and reading all these bomb reviews about it, i'm glad i was able to witness this "epic" concert. seriously. all the opening acts were good. my first time seeing lupe. now i can see the hype on him for all his concerts here in seattle. nerd was poppin. their band was good. rihanna was HOT. and kanye...i'm speechless about his performance. besides that, me and jacquelynA bought matching shirts and saw marvicelle there. i love watching concerts with jacquelynA. she's so funny. her and her sweaty armpits. hahaha. oh yeah, i forgot to mention. during kanye's performace, pharrell was watching it with his girlfriend in the soundbooth next to us and waved at jackie. yes, jackie creamed her fanties. lol." -- michael dennis quoc canda. myspace blog bitch.
or for a more CREDIBLE (haha sorry michael) source of criticism, you can reach up the food chain of the Candas and hit up www.foodandbasketball.com, or click kuya paul under my homies. he has a good critic on it. - damnit. i have another thing michael already talked about... the E=MC2 album IS AMAZING. i love it. of course nam doesn't. it's because i think i'm flushing him with too much female artists in the car. hahaha. okay. i'm cruise control.
- i'm having too many nightmares about nam, that when i wake up, he seriously feels my wrath. funny to me? DEFINITELY. to nam? DEFINITELY NOT.
- i seriously think i ROCKED MY TESTS.
- i miss michael and krst. i think we're going to MICHistAMquelyn this week =]
- i WAS wanting a haircut on thursday and go to the barn right after, but i'm appreciating this hair length (only because i'm having a nice hair day) haha-- thus leading to. i miss joan and betina.
- THURSDAY. HOLY MOLY. grey's anatomy. beat that bitches.
- i'm sad i didn't go to WTF.
- i dreamt about fasa conference, in AUSTRALIA. hahaha and preeya needed to give me shorts. she was with her step team? hahah weirddd.. and my brother was hitting on filipino-australian girls.
- i have $0.32 in my checking.
- tuition is NOT paid yet. ..well neither is my phone bill. finances are doing bad, academically i'm doing GREEEAATTT..
whooo. that was ONE HELL OF A BLOG.
alright YO.
Friday, April 18, 2008
"krst's going to be aundrea?! hmm. let joan be aundrea"
only if you guys could understand my post title, it'd be funny to you too.
let's see. the last time i blogged was monday. agenda update shall we?
tuesday- nam and i didn't go to school or work. soo. we ate pho. DUH. hahaha. with randy and carlo. after hours of convincing us to go to OAK HARBOR (not really. arthur asked once and BAM we were on our way), we decide to go. we go to the BBARN of course. krst meets us up there. the four girls--krst betina joan and moi, took an outrageous picture =]. then all the guys and girls went to BK. it was fun =]. we went home then nam and i stayed up all night.....
EW, get your head out of the gutter, we did homework =]
wednesday- GLOW IN THE MOTHERFUCKING DARK. i thought that the concert is pretty epic. the acts were getting better and better. kanye was epic.. even though sometimes i felt he was on the ground too much, and that there were moments that i felt like i was in a cult known as "kanyeism" and kanye was the alleged leader. but besides that..good song choices. i wish it was a little bit longer, but that's okay. that was the longest concert i've ever been too. i had so much fun going with michael. i think he's the best person to go to concerts with. he's so down to do everything. we got awesome ass shirts that you readers will probably see quite often. the venue was PACKED. and i loveeeddd ittt.. hmm. we saw marvicelle. i saw hikari allison alex and preeya. WHOOPP WHOOP. michael and i took forever to get out of the events parking. nam and andrew picked me up at northgate. UGHHHH.
thursday- didn't go to school again. hahaha i was sick as a motherfuckin' dog because of the night before. nam got home and we stayed home mostly, except to rent hard candy (joan, i'm excited to watch it) at blockbuster, buy juno and E=MC2 at walmat. we went out to eat dinner AGAIN. we need to stop seriously. then we did homework when we got home. =]
today is friday and nam and i are going to alan's WTF party. i don't know what we're wearing but oh well.
saturday is PHUNGits.
hahahah.
weekend is full of exciting homework =] and studying.
je deteste les devoirs et les etudes.
mental notes-
let's see. the last time i blogged was monday. agenda update shall we?
tuesday- nam and i didn't go to school or work. soo. we ate pho. DUH. hahaha. with randy and carlo. after hours of convincing us to go to OAK HARBOR (not really. arthur asked once and BAM we were on our way), we decide to go. we go to the BBARN of course. krst meets us up there. the four girls--krst betina joan and moi, took an outrageous picture =]. then all the guys and girls went to BK. it was fun =]. we went home then nam and i stayed up all night.....
EW, get your head out of the gutter, we did homework =]
wednesday- GLOW IN THE MOTHERFUCKING DARK. i thought that the concert is pretty epic. the acts were getting better and better. kanye was epic.. even though sometimes i felt he was on the ground too much, and that there were moments that i felt like i was in a cult known as "kanyeism" and kanye was the alleged leader. but besides that..good song choices. i wish it was a little bit longer, but that's okay. that was the longest concert i've ever been too. i had so much fun going with michael. i think he's the best person to go to concerts with. he's so down to do everything. we got awesome ass shirts that you readers will probably see quite often. the venue was PACKED. and i loveeeddd ittt.. hmm. we saw marvicelle. i saw hikari allison alex and preeya. WHOOPP WHOOP. michael and i took forever to get out of the events parking. nam and andrew picked me up at northgate. UGHHHH.
thursday- didn't go to school again. hahaha i was sick as a motherfuckin' dog because of the night before. nam got home and we stayed home mostly, except to rent hard candy (joan, i'm excited to watch it) at blockbuster, buy juno and E=MC2 at walmat. we went out to eat dinner AGAIN. we need to stop seriously. then we did homework when we got home. =]
today is friday and nam and i are going to alan's WTF party. i don't know what we're wearing but oh well.
saturday is PHUNGits.
hahahah.
weekend is full of exciting homework =] and studying.
je deteste les devoirs et les etudes.
mental notes-
- this fucking university is seriously made for tall people. i cant touch the floor when i'm sitting down in most classrooms.
- i didn't realize the conditions at the US MEXICO border. and the factories that are being ran there. oh peoples of latin america.
- i have two tests on monday and french is pissing me off. i'm going to get a C again. i just know it.
- no one was at lunch today.
- i wish i could run for alliance rep since i got nominated, but that's okay. i'll just let all the underclassmen work their asses off next year while i relax.--not like i was big contribution this year....
- holland happening or ocean shores?
i'll blog on monday. DUH.
sorry i know this isnt mental stimulating. BUT WHATEVE.
Monday, April 14, 2008
its been a minute. plus a few days. HAHA =]
i apologize. it seems that mondays are the best days to blog. probably because it's after the weekend, and i can elaborate on it to all you wonderful readers. hahaha. anyway. as it seems, the last time i wrote was thursday.. right before wasabi bistro. so here's the agenda update then mental notes will be after. sorry no pictures this time. i completely forgot my effing camera.
agenda update:
thursday- arthur and verick came to pick me and nam up at our house. we went to... you can only guess with the boys in the car... yeah to break... and do you know where they wanted to break? OAK HARBOR. whoo hoo! i got to see joan and betina!..again for the second time that week. after we went to the bbarn and running around with cheyenne, we went back to marysville because we had to get ready to go to seattle for wasabi bistro. unfortunately there was so much EFFING traffic. but we got to krst's apartment at a good time i guess. we went to wasabi. it was michael's turn to pashal. doode. go to michael's myspace if you're interested in what we ordered. cuz GOT DAMN. i don't remember. but i do remember having some good ass sushi and mochi ice cream =]. it was of course the usual--krst michael jackie and nam. so that'd bee... well i'll put me last since i'm the shit: MICHistAMquelyn. MUAHAHAHA that is the uglist thing i've ever seen. and it's even uglier when i have my headphones in trying to pronounce that shit. hahaha i think i'm loud. "i come loud. you could never turn me down"--sorry for that little anecdote but then we went home SUPER LATE. and nam and i had the shittest time at school/work. the next day.
friday- ate lunch with all the fasa homies at western. preeya hikari and i had one interesting conversation. i've learned a lot. on my way home i stopped by the outlet malls to pick up nam's watch. it's his present =]. he was blowing my PHONE UP. shit. i thought jae saw me. but good thing she didn't because i could never pull a surprise for nam in that got damn town. came home and he was happy but frustrated that i didn't pick up my phone. so in general, it was a good surprise and he was happy. we took the bike up to mt. vernon. krst met us up at our house to head north. so the three of us headed north. we went to costco becuase joan wanted a hot dog hella bad. we met up with michael there. and joan and randy came through later. watched smart people. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE that movie. it has witty comments like Juno (though it really is no Juno, even if Ellen Paige is in that movie and being type casted), but it was awesome. speaking of JUNO IT COMES OUT TOMORROW. then we movie hopped to Prom Night. and regina and april met us there. it was good, not the scariest, but it was good scary because i laughed too. PLEASE NOTE: I GOT IDed. AND GUESS WHO WAS MY GUARDIAN? yeah that's right MICHAEL CANDA. but they didn't card NAM. the eff. i'm older! that's what i get for looking like a baby...
anyway--went home. it was freezing. my hands were seriously going to fall off... nam was about to fall off...period. he was so cold. but i was good besides the phalanges. hahaha.
saturday- it was GORRRRGGGGGG!!. finally. nam and i had shopping plans. so we went downtown to shop. westlake mostly--we also ate paroshky =] I WAS SO HAPPY. and nam loved it. and it was the first time nam went to pike's place. weirrrdddd.. that's what happens when you take your home state or town for granted and don't enjoy the cultures it brings. besides it's like a crazy tourist spot. hahaha. after we did some SHOPPING...aka ME DROPPING MONEY, we headed back north because we had to hit up My's house for him and katie's engagement bbq thing. shout out to my and katie =] congratulations!! then we hit up PHUNGIT's house and had duck blood with chicken and liver something. i have to admit it was intimidating, but shit i'll try anything once. and it was HELLA GOOD. hahaha. i really really like Vietnamese food alot. i almost love it. the only thing i don't like is pho. sorry nam and all other vietnamese people. we were there hella late, then we went home =]
sunday- woke up to get ready for church. we saw michael and the devil there. michael knows what the EFF i'm talking about. because he loves some other girl by the name of DEVIL more than me. whatever. she really is fucking psycho. [<---that sentence, within the actions, is soooo contradictory]. the MAI family including katie and i went to Asia in everett to eat...what else? PHO. i didn't have pho but i had these good ass noodles. seee. i LOVE their food. then the two couples went to northgate to shop. AGAIN. but i had to buy my scarf and belt. well i didn't need to, but you know when you shop the definition of need and want overlap. then we headed home. stayed home for the rest of the nighttt...well kind of. we went to albertsons and bought the damn store. our eyes were hungry yadig. i did his quizzes for him and did some homework myself. BTW. NEW PHONE. BLACKJACK. whoo hooo.
okay. it's monday. that means lecture days. i have class in like an hour. but i just realized its on the other side of campus. whooppie. NOT.
future agenda:
today- laundry homework homework
tuesday- get my nails and tan a little. and do massive homework. 2 months cheytee and nacquelyn
wednesday- michael picks me up for goods and you guessed it:
Glow in the motherfucking Dark tour
it feels like i've been waiting my entire life for this concert. seriously.
thursday- alan's 20th birthday!!
friday- alan's birthday party =]
the rest? studying probably for my shitty midterms on monday.
mental notes:
i've realized that i have returned to my normal self. and i think that's the ultimate mental note of all because the past 6 to 8 months i haven't been feeling like myself, and he came along. and rocked my world. this is seriously the most healthiest relationship i've ever been in. i'm scared about after college.. i even scared of this summer to be honest with you. i'm worried about me and my dad's relationship. i'm so proud of my brother for being able to graduate. i told you bro you could do it. i have never been happier with my friends and relationship. i think i'm going to kick major ass this quarter. i haven't been this focused in awhile. and i absolutely love my new phone. and new shoes. i miss megan and i can't wait to tell her everything. i miss my family period. and some girl stuff
honestly, i don't know why you just appeared in my thoughts out of no where. he doesn't love you anymore. and i certainly hate you. he loves me, but i don't know why you are the bugging the living out of me. just please, don't talk to him anymore. i'd really appreciate that. oh yeah, and stop looking at him.
why am i convincing myself? i'm wasting my time when i know the answer.
wtf am i wearing for G.I.T.D.? i know i'm wearing sleeveless.... and i'm bringing fresh panties, pharell is going to be there. and you know what that means. muahaha.
agenda update:
thursday- arthur and verick came to pick me and nam up at our house. we went to... you can only guess with the boys in the car... yeah to break... and do you know where they wanted to break? OAK HARBOR. whoo hoo! i got to see joan and betina!..again for the second time that week. after we went to the bbarn and running around with cheyenne, we went back to marysville because we had to get ready to go to seattle for wasabi bistro. unfortunately there was so much EFFING traffic. but we got to krst's apartment at a good time i guess. we went to wasabi. it was michael's turn to pashal. doode. go to michael's myspace if you're interested in what we ordered. cuz GOT DAMN. i don't remember. but i do remember having some good ass sushi and mochi ice cream =]. it was of course the usual--krst michael jackie and nam. so that'd bee... well i'll put me last since i'm the shit: MICHistAMquelyn. MUAHAHAHA that is the uglist thing i've ever seen. and it's even uglier when i have my headphones in trying to pronounce that shit. hahaha i think i'm loud. "i come loud. you could never turn me down"--sorry for that little anecdote but then we went home SUPER LATE. and nam and i had the shittest time at school/work. the next day.
friday- ate lunch with all the fasa homies at western. preeya hikari and i had one interesting conversation. i've learned a lot. on my way home i stopped by the outlet malls to pick up nam's watch. it's his present =]. he was blowing my PHONE UP. shit. i thought jae saw me. but good thing she didn't because i could never pull a surprise for nam in that got damn town. came home and he was happy but frustrated that i didn't pick up my phone. so in general, it was a good surprise and he was happy. we took the bike up to mt. vernon. krst met us up at our house to head north. so the three of us headed north. we went to costco becuase joan wanted a hot dog hella bad. we met up with michael there. and joan and randy came through later. watched smart people. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE that movie. it has witty comments like Juno (though it really is no Juno, even if Ellen Paige is in that movie and being type casted), but it was awesome. speaking of JUNO IT COMES OUT TOMORROW. then we movie hopped to Prom Night. and regina and april met us there. it was good, not the scariest, but it was good scary because i laughed too. PLEASE NOTE: I GOT IDed. AND GUESS WHO WAS MY GUARDIAN? yeah that's right MICHAEL CANDA. but they didn't card NAM. the eff. i'm older! that's what i get for looking like a baby...
anyway--went home. it was freezing. my hands were seriously going to fall off... nam was about to fall off...period. he was so cold. but i was good besides the phalanges. hahaha.
saturday- it was GORRRRGGGGGG!!. finally. nam and i had shopping plans. so we went downtown to shop. westlake mostly--we also ate paroshky =] I WAS SO HAPPY. and nam loved it. and it was the first time nam went to pike's place. weirrrdddd.. that's what happens when you take your home state or town for granted and don't enjoy the cultures it brings. besides it's like a crazy tourist spot. hahaha. after we did some SHOPPING...aka ME DROPPING MONEY, we headed back north because we had to hit up My's house for him and katie's engagement bbq thing. shout out to my and katie =] congratulations!! then we hit up PHUNGIT's house and had duck blood with chicken and liver something. i have to admit it was intimidating, but shit i'll try anything once. and it was HELLA GOOD. hahaha. i really really like Vietnamese food alot. i almost love it. the only thing i don't like is pho. sorry nam and all other vietnamese people. we were there hella late, then we went home =]
sunday- woke up to get ready for church. we saw michael and the devil there. michael knows what the EFF i'm talking about. because he loves some other girl by the name of DEVIL more than me. whatever. she really is fucking psycho. [<---that sentence, within the actions, is soooo contradictory]. the MAI family including katie and i went to Asia in everett to eat...what else? PHO. i didn't have pho but i had these good ass noodles. seee. i LOVE their food. then the two couples went to northgate to shop. AGAIN. but i had to buy my scarf and belt. well i didn't need to, but you know when you shop the definition of need and want overlap. then we headed home. stayed home for the rest of the nighttt...well kind of. we went to albertsons and bought the damn store. our eyes were hungry yadig. i did his quizzes for him and did some homework myself. BTW. NEW PHONE. BLACKJACK. whoo hooo.
okay. it's monday. that means lecture days. i have class in like an hour. but i just realized its on the other side of campus. whooppie. NOT.
future agenda:
today- laundry homework homework
tuesday- get my nails and tan a little. and do massive homework. 2 months cheytee and nacquelyn
wednesday- michael picks me up for goods and you guessed it:
Glow in the motherfucking Dark tour
it feels like i've been waiting my entire life for this concert. seriously.
thursday- alan's 20th birthday!!
friday- alan's birthday party =]
the rest? studying probably for my shitty midterms on monday.
mental notes:
i've realized that i have returned to my normal self. and i think that's the ultimate mental note of all because the past 6 to 8 months i haven't been feeling like myself, and he came along. and rocked my world. this is seriously the most healthiest relationship i've ever been in. i'm scared about after college.. i even scared of this summer to be honest with you. i'm worried about me and my dad's relationship. i'm so proud of my brother for being able to graduate. i told you bro you could do it. i have never been happier with my friends and relationship. i think i'm going to kick major ass this quarter. i haven't been this focused in awhile. and i absolutely love my new phone. and new shoes. i miss megan and i can't wait to tell her everything. i miss my family period. and some girl stuff
honestly, i don't know why you just appeared in my thoughts out of no where. he doesn't love you anymore. and i certainly hate you. he loves me, but i don't know why you are the bugging the living out of me. just please, don't talk to him anymore. i'd really appreciate that. oh yeah, and stop looking at him.
why am i convincing myself? i'm wasting my time when i know the answer.
wtf am i wearing for G.I.T.D.? i know i'm wearing sleeveless.... and i'm bringing fresh panties, pharell is going to be there. and you know what that means. muahaha.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
yes i'll rock your promise ring.
i'll take time to write. i'm in the library and i have so much homework to do, but for some reason i feel obligated to write a post.
on monday, i went to classes, surprisingly. after such a long but extremely fun weekend, i actually went to class. after that, i visited my michael =]. hahaha i wanted to see him in action since he's teching and all that. then i went home, i waited for my man to come home from school, because him and i had date. the restaurant we wanted to go to originally was closed, randomly, but hey it's all good because we found another cute restaurant which i enjoyed very much.
tuesday came around. and i SO did NOT go to class. it's hard getting up for classes on tuesday and thursdays because I ONLY HAVE ONE CLASS.
nam came home and we decided to go to OAK HARBOR WHOO HOOO. nam was breaking for a bit and kicked it with the girls. everyone was busy after, so we went home :(. pretty lame but that's okay. i saw everyone which made me really happy.
yesterday. nam's ride...well both of them couldn't make it to work, so i was going to drop him off. but then he decided he didn't wanna go to work since it was already late as it is. sooo. what did we do?! I TOOK NAM TO SCHOOL WITH ME. hahahha. it was fun. he got a lot of studying done while i was in all my classes, and we had lunch with my western friends. big shout outs to ryan and annie for hooking it up with guest meals!! then after that we went home.. nam hates riding the bus which i thought was HILARIOUS. hahaha. but we only went home for like five minutes because i needed to pick up some books, then we headed to nam's school. and was there from 430-9. HOLY CRAP. hahaha. so yesterday was a day full of school. we rented I Am Legend, buttttt we slept when it started. hahaha.
tonight. nam and i have plans with our lovely counter couple, michael and krst. ahahah wasabi bistro. so that's why i need to do homework, because i'll be home late. and i really dont' wanna do shit when i get home.
friday or saturday night we have plans with everyone to movie hop from Smart People with my wonderful SARAH JESSICA PARKER and ELLEN PAIGE. andd then PROM NIGHT. with BRITTNEY SNOW.
sunday is nacquelyn day like always. plus more homework. DUH.
hahahaha. well i gotta get on that. i'll take pictures tonight so i can post them. okay?
later player.
on monday, i went to classes, surprisingly. after such a long but extremely fun weekend, i actually went to class. after that, i visited my michael =]. hahaha i wanted to see him in action since he's teching and all that. then i went home, i waited for my man to come home from school, because him and i had date. the restaurant we wanted to go to originally was closed, randomly, but hey it's all good because we found another cute restaurant which i enjoyed very much.
tuesday came around. and i SO did NOT go to class. it's hard getting up for classes on tuesday and thursdays because I ONLY HAVE ONE CLASS.
nam came home and we decided to go to OAK HARBOR WHOO HOOO. nam was breaking for a bit and kicked it with the girls. everyone was busy after, so we went home :(. pretty lame but that's okay. i saw everyone which made me really happy.
yesterday. nam's ride...well both of them couldn't make it to work, so i was going to drop him off. but then he decided he didn't wanna go to work since it was already late as it is. sooo. what did we do?! I TOOK NAM TO SCHOOL WITH ME. hahahha. it was fun. he got a lot of studying done while i was in all my classes, and we had lunch with my western friends. big shout outs to ryan and annie for hooking it up with guest meals!! then after that we went home.. nam hates riding the bus which i thought was HILARIOUS. hahaha. but we only went home for like five minutes because i needed to pick up some books, then we headed to nam's school. and was there from 430-9. HOLY CRAP. hahaha. so yesterday was a day full of school. we rented I Am Legend, buttttt we slept when it started. hahaha.
tonight. nam and i have plans with our lovely counter couple, michael and krst. ahahah wasabi bistro. so that's why i need to do homework, because i'll be home late. and i really dont' wanna do shit when i get home.
friday or saturday night we have plans with everyone to movie hop from Smart People with my wonderful SARAH JESSICA PARKER and ELLEN PAIGE. andd then PROM NIGHT. with BRITTNEY SNOW.
sunday is nacquelyn day like always. plus more homework. DUH.
hahahaha. well i gotta get on that. i'll take pictures tonight so i can post them. okay?
later player.
Monday, April 7, 2008
back from conference.. what is UP THREE SIX OH?!
first and foremost, happy birthday arthur pukangkang
hello everyone =] i'm at school right now on my break, but i already ate during class--i hate eating during class (because i feel like its a disturbance but also everyone knows what i'm eating), but today i woke up late because nam woke me up like twenty minutes later than he was suppose to, which gave me time to shower, and basically throw some clothes on--which happened to be my conference clothes, YUCK. whatever, hopefully no one from fasa sees me today. hahaha
i want to write about all the little details of conference, but it'd be way too long, and frankly i don't have the time. all i have to say is that i had one hell of a time at conference. i wish i met more people..butttt.. i did meet people that heard of me, or i heard of them hahaha. if that makes any kind of sense. mostly UW people, and i'm pretty sure you all know why. let's just say i love western fasa pamiliya. our showcase kicked ass. i have a great appreciation for the filipino-american community and filipino people in the philippines. i love dancing.racism is strong.i hate eastern washington. hahaha.
pictures? here's only a few. there on my myspace. it's weird because my myspace isn't letting me upload pictures from MY laptop but it is everywhere else. thank you alex higa for uploading so fast on facebook, i mean "that's what facebook is for" i have more on my camera that i'll post up. but not very good ones..
--tonight nam and i have dinner plans =] and tomorrow is oak harbor. he wants to break, i wanna see my friends. thanks nam for waiting for me and letting me go. i'm glad you trust me enough otherwise. thanks for picking up freakin' krst from oak harbor. and thank you for chillin' with greg and randy. it's nice seeing you're kickin it with my friends =]. i love you and i can't wait till i see you at home. because apparently, i've been hearing your emo status.
if you wanna resolve anything, you should call me. or text me. i think i have a right to be a little bit upset. you knew he was going to say yes because if he said no he'd look like the bad guy and his girlfriend is your bestfriend. if you wanna hear me out, then holler, if not then whatever. i didn't do anything wrong. i feel like you rarely do anything for me, and i put out (no pun intended) SO MUCH for you, what do you have to show up for me?? nothing. you came to my house ONCE. after the million times you've been to oak harbor and back. you think SHE hasn't seen you in forever? think again.
hello everyone =] i'm at school right now on my break, but i already ate during class--i hate eating during class (because i feel like its a disturbance but also everyone knows what i'm eating), but today i woke up late because nam woke me up like twenty minutes later than he was suppose to, which gave me time to shower, and basically throw some clothes on--which happened to be my conference clothes, YUCK. whatever, hopefully no one from fasa sees me today. hahaha
i want to write about all the little details of conference, but it'd be way too long, and frankly i don't have the time. all i have to say is that i had one hell of a time at conference. i wish i met more people..butttt.. i did meet people that heard of me, or i heard of them hahaha. if that makes any kind of sense. mostly UW people, and i'm pretty sure you all know why. let's just say i love western fasa pamiliya. our showcase kicked ass. i have a great appreciation for the filipino-american community and filipino people in the philippines. i love dancing.racism is strong.i hate eastern washington. hahaha.
pictures? here's only a few. there on my myspace. it's weird because my myspace isn't letting me upload pictures from MY laptop but it is everywhere else. thank you alex higa for uploading so fast on facebook, i mean "that's what facebook is for" i have more on my camera that i'll post up. but not very good ones..
--tonight nam and i have dinner plans =] and tomorrow is oak harbor. he wants to break, i wanna see my friends. thanks nam for waiting for me and letting me go. i'm glad you trust me enough otherwise. thanks for picking up freakin' krst from oak harbor. and thank you for chillin' with greg and randy. it's nice seeing you're kickin it with my friends =]. i love you and i can't wait till i see you at home. because apparently, i've been hearing your emo status.
if you wanna resolve anything, you should call me. or text me. i think i have a right to be a little bit upset. you knew he was going to say yes because if he said no he'd look like the bad guy and his girlfriend is your bestfriend. if you wanna hear me out, then holler, if not then whatever. i didn't do anything wrong. i feel like you rarely do anything for me, and i put out (no pun intended) SO MUCH for you, what do you have to show up for me?? nothing. you came to my house ONCE. after the million times you've been to oak harbor and back. you think SHE hasn't seen you in forever? think again.
Friday, April 4, 2008
yo YO yo YO.
i think i like this font better =].
just wanted to let everyone know that i'll be at FASA CONFERENCE. in spokane, wa. at gonzage university.
can't wait. so i'll update and post pictures when i get backkk....
but till then, i got class, regrouping, traveling...then conference.
WESTERN FASA WHHAAAAATT..
laterdays players
just wanted to let everyone know that i'll be at FASA CONFERENCE. in spokane, wa. at gonzage university.
can't wait. so i'll update and post pictures when i get backkk....
but till then, i got class, regrouping, traveling...then conference.
WESTERN FASA WHHAAAAATT..
laterdays players
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
"sex and money... name two things you WON'T get for your birthday"
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL DENNIS CANDA.
bomb times at olive garden, burlington i must say.
i went to school today and lots of cool things happened such as a nice but fairly cold day, jason bailey is in my qualitative methods of anthropological research class, i CAN NOT WAIT FOR CONFERENCE (but i'm going to miss my boyfriend very much), i have a ex coworker in my people's of latin america class, saw all my friends at western, i got to know manong tj just a little more., andddddd in conclusion of my school agenda--this quarter is going to SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.
when i came home, nam wasn't home so i cleaned our room as usual and did a load of laundry..well i didn't actually do it, because it's still in the dryer. it doesn't count if the clothes aren't folded and hung. i got showered because i felt so completely gross and i read until nam got home. i haven't seen him for awhile because it was already like 630 pm at the time. we talked about our day then BAM, krst and janelle show up to our house. they kicked it for awhile, then we headed to burlington.
krst pissed me off in the car as usual. but i love her. and it was so nice seeing janelle. i haven't seen that biotch for a minute.
we went to olive garden and met EVERYONE there. here's some pictures because i don't feel like naming everyone :). i can't put picu
basically i saw ALL MY FRIENDS from both western and the loves in ONE DAY. it was nice.
i have to effing read so sorry..
btw i can't wait till me and nam have our own place, i love the cleanliness and the awesome food, but i wanna move out now. and get our puppy.
usual four.
me and my man =]
me and the birthday boy =]
everyone =]
the girls
the guys.
note no new pictures aren't on my myspace because i can't upload them. it's weird. sorry :(
bomb times at olive garden, burlington i must say.
i went to school today and lots of cool things happened such as a nice but fairly cold day, jason bailey is in my qualitative methods of anthropological research class, i CAN NOT WAIT FOR CONFERENCE (but i'm going to miss my boyfriend very much), i have a ex coworker in my people's of latin america class, saw all my friends at western, i got to know manong tj just a little more., andddddd in conclusion of my school agenda--this quarter is going to SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.
when i came home, nam wasn't home so i cleaned our room as usual and did a load of laundry..well i didn't actually do it, because it's still in the dryer. it doesn't count if the clothes aren't folded and hung. i got showered because i felt so completely gross and i read until nam got home. i haven't seen him for awhile because it was already like 630 pm at the time. we talked about our day then BAM, krst and janelle show up to our house. they kicked it for awhile, then we headed to burlington.
krst pissed me off in the car as usual. but i love her. and it was so nice seeing janelle. i haven't seen that biotch for a minute.
we went to olive garden and met EVERYONE there. here's some pictures because i don't feel like naming everyone :). i can't put picu
basically i saw ALL MY FRIENDS from both western and the loves in ONE DAY. it was nice.
i have to effing read so sorry..
btw i can't wait till me and nam have our own place, i love the cleanliness and the awesome food, but i wanna move out now. and get our puppy.
usual four.
me and my man =]
me and the birthday boy =]
everyone =]
the girls
the guys.
note no new pictures aren't on my myspace because i can't upload them. it's weird. sorry :(
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