michael EFFING loves me.

so i'm using this against him until the end of time. you can no longer say i'm a bad friend. because it's obvious how much you love me.

but, i did get to watch my amazing bf, jackie on american idol today! she was alright, but dude. i'm in love with her that i don't really care. i have a feeling that she's gonna be my new melissa reyes obsession, cause you know...she did sing a melissa reyes song t..P but everyone reading, please support her and vote for her every night she performs and for the guys, vote for david archuleta!

i seriously miss my best friend, meggie. she's gone for 4 months, and i've been dying without her. i miss having my late night/long conversations every night with her. you know, it's funny. every time megan's gone for a long period of time, jackie has always been there for me. it's not that she replaces megan, but i want to say that jackie's the only person who understands what i'm going through when megan's gone. i don't know. i'm just so kj without megan, and i love my jackie for keeping me company. =S sounds corny, but hey..it's the truth. so thank you ramiele! =)

naked truth

so yesterday was a busy day from lab to four hours of anthro to swimming to class to fasa meeting to naked truth

for anyone who goes to western, i highly recommend that you guys go to this amazing AMAZING show.. i've gone to it every year i've been at western. and it's getting better and better every year :). i applaud all the acts, they were truly inspiring and moving.

i hate to admit this, but i've noticed how much i've been eating. god writing about what i've eaten today doesn't seem too interesting, and i apologize. but i haven't eaten so much in one day. ever. well yesterday and today. i've been eating like a serious pig., but whatever.

in the words of joan gailo: Jackie, who are you texting?! ARE YOU VOTING FOR YOURSELF?!?!
Stupid joan. hahaha.

the past two days i've been just kickin' it with alan. i'm glad we did. we haven't really kicked it in awhile. he's been to busy with conference shit--WHICH I CAN'T WAIT FOR.

to preeya: that's how you know you have food problems. "where did it go?! DID I EAT IT?!"

i'm so excited for this weekend. nam and i have dinner reservations at 8 to a surprise. and then doing some other surprise. i don't know.
then saturday--HOLY BESTFRIENDS. i'm so excited to kick it with bfs, watch The Other Boelyn Girl and freakin' Passion. so i'm stoked
i'm not looking forward to sunday because that'll be the start of my "week"--which will contain of research and writing. i need to at least bust out two to three pages a day, and i'll be good before it's due friday. i think nam and i will be going to portland that day. who knows?


so i heard some news about some girls--i don't really care anymore. it says a lot about you guys. you guys should live the lives god dealt to you, because i finally got a man who loves me, so please don't fuck it up. i mean, i really don't need to ask... because you really won't.
but thanks, it's a huge compliment =]



it's impossible.
"well... i love you with all my heart.... AND my lungs"
eight three one.

Alacquelyn time =]

tonight is naked truth. i've been going to this show at western since i was a freshmen. and it's about that time of year =] alan is going with me. and i'm spending the night here. we're going to the show after fasa meeting, since we all needed to discuss conference. i can't wait, but i'll be missing michael's birthday. gah. i love you michel. but we get to kick it in poppin' OH. hahaha. so i'm glad about that.

after fasa mtg and the show, we're going to this apparently bomb bubble tea up north a little, and then we're going to come back home to WATCH ME ON AMERICAN IDOL =]. alan showed his roommates (besides judd because he already knows how scary it is), and they seriously couldn't believe it.

i woke up in a really bad mood. thank god for nam. he soothes my soul. btw, thank you so much for being so patient with me. and for understanding. i'm glad you know my past--and you still understand. i love alan, and he's a great friend, and i'm glad you understand. you're so amazing to me. i really couldn't see my life without you right now. i don't remember the last time i was this happy.



thank you michael for your blog. i'm so glad you're back in my life too. you know i love you. and i'm obsessed with YOU.



i'll blog later about the rest of THEE events.

spell "iHOP" outloud then say "nis"

so after staying home for the greater part of the day, i finally went out.
the original bus i was going to take freakin' went right pass me. what an ASS, but there was a bus right after it. still. I'M JUST SAYIN'.
told my mom that i wanted to move to marysville. she sounded pretty excited about it. except the whole car payments thang--we'll see what's up.

i called icelle and told her what the eff has been going on. i didn't want her to find out from someone else. and she's happy for me. thanks gen.
got my bangs cut. yayyyy. =]. it was deifnitely needed.

went to hillcreast area and met up with secret lover. after that we went to joan's house. but we passed her. hahaha freakin' joan.
went to mcdonalds, and ordered like we were pigs!. hahaha. and it was just me and secret lover!

went to the barn. hahaha that was hella fun--betina met us there. greg and randy are such role model's for those kids. i wish Nam came through, so that they can see other people break too. next time. joan and i tried to touch the disco ball, that's HUGE. she touched it, but i didn't see it. and neither did the camera. just betina. so technically it didn't count. hahaha.

i talked to krst and michael throughout the day, like always.

dropped secret lover off, then betina and i went to her house to watch OTH. i liked this episode. i can't wait till hayley fights baby sitter-- do you remember when hayley punched rachel?! hahaha. i love this freakin' show.

"jackie, i'm so proud of you for moving on"--thanks bf.

so today, i remembered that emotional rollercoaster i was on when i was waiting for him. in the bigger picture, for the past two years i was going down on that rollercoaster, but now i'm going up. i'm going up high. my friends have been great to me--loving me just the same, supporting me, and recognizing what's real. i love that my friends are mature enough and as understanding as they are. it was a real risk being your friends, because that's the best thing he has ever given me. i was scared things were going to get complicated if this were to happen, and it did. and you guys are still great friends to me. i really don't want to find anyone else as friends. you guys are seriously it. i usually don't care what people think about it, i rarely do, but it's your opinions that mean the most to me. i'm back to my old self. i'm super happy. and i know what i'm doing this time around--i'm not doing it because i "was" vulnerable, i'm doing this because i'm purely happy. almost no worries, and its because of you guys i'm there. with the addition of Nam-- you guys are seriously the reason why i'm so happy. i promise you guys i will manage my life equally, but i need to be honest, i'm not trying to see him too often, even if its minimal. i just want to thank you guys for everything. i love you guys so much.
btw--i'm never loving someone more than i love me.ever again. and that's for damn sure

and to you: please no recycling.


as for you. thank you for making me so happy. you're a GREAT addition to my life. and i think it's what i've been needing. thought i felt this way before, but never as refreshing as i do now. eight three one.

no school.

so i definitely didn't go to school today. i went to bed at a good time. woke up at like 430 to wake nam up. that didn't help haha. woke up at 630 feeling like complete shit.

sorry i didn't finish my blog last night. my computer froze and lots was going. betina came over, talked on the phone with michael and krst for a hot minute.
talked to nam last night, but his ass fell asleep on the phone. he might be coming here to take care of me. even though it REALLY should be nurse michael's problem. whatever haha.

anyway. my entire body is sore. my throat is sore. i'm just effing sore. betina might get me sometime. i don't know. i really wanna stop by the barn. let's see if i have the energy to do so.

this is the first time i've been home during the day time since i've lived here.

i have dinner plans friday. passion saturday. back to OH.

oh well. i'll post later.


btw. i fucking LOVE MAKING THE BAND

and i love bad boys. =] yo nam. eight three one.

so i didn't have my test today.

but i guess it's way better being prepared than missing the exam completely.
so i'm home now, i'm definitely calling this day a lazy day because nam and i had to wake up so early to get to our lives. seriously.

anyway.i didn't have my test and steve thought it was the funniest thing--even if he studied just as hard as me. hahaha. i got both my bio. anthropology test and french test back. 79% and 93%. improvements on both. i hate introduction classes. i love my upper level classes. it's more fun to learn from them, instead of memorizing all these little terms and names, ugh. that's what i get for being a junior putting back my core classes. moving on.

had lunch with alan and everyone. we people watched afterwards. i think western has the most fascinating collaboration of students. it's so funny. XD.
my phone died at like 1030. so i was pretty lost with everyone. so after all my classes, before my bus came, i had to use the PAY PHONE to call Nam. he thought it was the sweetest thing ever. he's so great =].

i need to pause. i'm talking to krst.

NAcquelyn.

dammnn nam.

jackie and nam--

established february 23rd.

alki beach.

uuugghhh son!!. 

eight three one.

vaseline, chap stick, ointment?

i think i'll be sticking to vaseline thank you very much. i tried alternative things, since i was too lazy to reach for genevive. my lips are now fucked up due to my laziness. i've learned from my mistakes.

so it's monday. and i have to take an archaeology test in about half an hour. i didn't study too much for it, since a lot of it had to do with social organizations which practically every anthropology class goes over. so over all, i'm not too worried about that, but some of the test is going to ask about dating techniques which are completely boring to study, but i just looked it. whatevers.

let me explain to you what happened to me this weekend. Nam came to visit me at my place thursday late afternoon. i didn't really have much to do at school on friday, so i decided to go back with him thursday night. friday we kicked it at the outlets for a little bit, and he dropped me off at the game, i really wish he could've went but he kicked it with my friends afterwards (i love michael and krst, crazy bitches). i'm glad he met some of my dearest. saturday we went to lynnwood on the bike since it was nice, we went to motoplex to fix some things wrong with Nam's bill. we got my jacket (probably the only GOOD thing about this bike) =]. that night we hosted a barbeque, then nam and i went to alki--probably thee best night of my life in a REALLY long time. thanks nam. then he dropped me home.  sunday, had dinner with the couples in shoreline.  went back to OH, he left this morning =[.

today i plan to kick it with alan at lunch. i kind of want to stay to start researching for my paper that's due, but my phone is going to die seriously any minute and i'm scared to not be on the phone while i'm walking that scary ass walk. 

my shoes are freakin' getting shipped back to TAMPA. i should've fixed that sooner. i'm going to call the SPoT today because i really want my shoes!. preeya hiks and i are going to have girl blazer day. i don't even know when that'll come. sorry girls. it's so stupid i know.

tuseday- kick it with betina. yeaaaahhhhh =] bff time.

wednesday. i'm going to be kicking it with friends up at western. FASA and naked stereotypes. whoo hoo. i'll probably swim that day since chris kong has been whinning about it--and who've thought, i saw his ass at the outlets too. hahaha. 

friday. hopefully going to seattle. i don't know how i'm going to seattle and getting back to OH. PASSION WITH MY FRIENDS =]. i'm so excited. i've been waiting to see him for THEE longest time--so glad i get to kick it with my friends. haven't seen them since friday, because you know they switched shit up on me. but i love them anyway.

next week some intense writing is needed. 

i want to move in with alan next year for school, but mother wants me to move to marysville. michael is moving to marysville. so that is pushing me REALLY hard to move there. i'd have my car by then, and i'll just drive to mt. vernon. i'd get to wake up a lot later that's for damn sure, but i don't want to be THAT kind of commuter. we'll see. because i do wanna move to b-ham for my senior year. i could live in OH with betina. i have so much options. it's better than having none. yadig.

life is great. i'm back to my old self again. thanks for the promises. i know you'll keep 'em. and thanks for telling me. i'm glad i told you too. i really don't like the bike. i don't know what i'd do.

megan, i can't wait till you get home. i miss you :)

as for you? i'm sorry you found out that way, but listen to this song by Keyshia Cole- I Remember. it'll tell you how i feel

i didn't bring him because i thought it was disrespectful to you and your family, but you hardcore disrespected me. i could careless what you do, but seriously? but then again, do you care what i do? didn't think so.--and i'm glad.

"damn nam!..."

so i figured that i was going to get to blog late last night, but i had to study and betina came over =] filled her in all the shit that's been happening. she's happy for me. and all my friends are. thank you guys for being a great support system for the both of us. 

so today. i have my stupid ass test. and i'm petrified. almost beyond belief. i'm near the point of explosion, but whatevers--i need to have some faith, honestly, to get me through my test anxiety. he woke me up at like 430. i don't have effing class until 10, but i figured that i should go to school TWO hours earlier so i can study. . so i did that. thank god because it helped out a lot. i wish when i did all these labs and took all these notes, they were more digested. but what can you do but cram ALL that shit into your brain. so that's what i did last night and this morning. 

but today i'm going to eat lunch with alan and everyone. it's the first time we're eating in the VC all week. last week we didn't eat there as often either. but YAY friend time =]. also i need to get my stupid registration form from fasa. well i might print it now :) peace out and laterdays son.

okay good luck chuck. i like how you play. 

pacific retina--you're my heart. 

i'm so excited for after school =]. it feels like it's been forever.

yo. gimme doze.

GIMMEEE DOZZEEE..

n.m.



thanks for soothing my soul

MERD.

hello everyone =]

for the people that actually read my blog, i'm sorry i didn't leave you guys much this morning, but it's the morning, and i'm sure you understand. and by readers, i mean the people that i already know what the fuck i did that day. muahaha. okay here goes.

yesterday: it was a great day because i had fun at school, even though i didn't see too much people, but i did alan =] went to marysville for the game. went to walmart XD XD XD XD XD XD

today. i had a forensic lab today. measuring ape and human bones, what do you know about that?!?! hahaha. got done with lab fairly early. i didn't go swimming today. sorry chris :( i had to study for my bio test that's tomorrow so i did that during lunch by myself today, but raf alan judd hikari tj and preeya came to save me from being bored. french was so fucking boring and horrible, but i love my french class friends. "MERD" hahahaha

btw my archaeology professor is such a prick. today we talked about genderizing specimens or something, and he kept talking about women were "nurturing" and "giving" because of biology, because we are naturally made up this way. EXCUSE ME. you have to be out of your god damn mind to think that. i'm pretty sure cultures influence that almost 98% of the time. it's not our physiological make up that makes up "nurturing" i'm pretty sure it's only because society inflicts that upon us. i hate that. i almost screamed in class. but the people in my row heard me. and agreed. i don't even know if my professor was being sarcastic or not.. whatever.

like i had mentioned earlier, i have a biological anthropology test that i should be studying for right now, but i wanted to blog.
and listen to some music. and myspace. and facebook and justjared and perezhilton. i should also register for conference, so basically i just wanted to stall. haha

i'm excited for tomorrow with the exception of that. i can't wait =]



but on a more serious note,
do you hear the song on my blogspot. well if you don't. click play. if it doesn't work, search the lyrics because the lyrics are sooo perfect for us.
its by our main man brian mcknight. it's called again. how awesome that the guy who started us with every beat of my heart is ending us too.
also please refer back to my valentine's day post about us being FINI because i don't wanna retype that.

i'm sorry shit is going down this way. i really wanted us to work, but now my heart is expired i can't go on anymore. i'm damaged goods.
but that's alright, i'm just a statistic right? bye for good.










for you, thank you for promising me that i'll never feel like this again.

OHHS LADY WILDCATS.

...fucking HUGE FAN. i love #2BO!!.

i had a great day yesterday. so much fun. not enough studying, but i had a great time.
school was tight because i got to kick it with alan and judd.

i watched a video of chimpanzees and bonobos fighting and fucking. great ain't it?

can't wait for the weekend. can't wait for marysville and seattle. yadig?


i'll post later. i seriously need to go to this stupid ass lab.



it really feels like it. =]

i can't believe...

you said that.

"you're perfect"


good looking out lil homie.





btw, i love alan casitas. he keeps me sane in bellingham =]

there's no air.

okay. got done with shows and well..no homework. i guess i can say what i did this weekend.
since i didn't do anything with the girls, and i was pretty irked friday night, i decided to go home to marysville. the best move i've done this past half year.

late friday night, kicked it, saturday was blue c sushi and jumper in marysville and late late dinner in everett. hahaha sunday was the freakin' bike home (gah), lunch, dinner. and step up 2 in everett. monday. was the bike again, lynnwood just for bubble tea. haha. and thennn new house. god damnit. i needed to go to the zoo really bad. GO NICE WEATHER.

now you definitely owe me something.

i have a bio. anthro. test on thursday, i'm assuming. i'm glad i started my study guide already. a while back. i wish i just didn't take that huge break from doing it. i also have to memorize these labs. i'm not very excited for that. but this weekend is going to be nice. going home to marysville to chill. i love going home to marysville. it's so chill and i can be one lazy ass bitch there. i love it. then passion and canada next weekend. damnn son.

i'm glad everything seems to be working out for the better. it's really hard now, but i can tell it'll get better. time will just have to work on it.

"i'm damaged goods"


btw thanks danity kane.

thank you guys so much and i hope you guys are great-------------------------
A, C, C. thank you three. i love you guys so much.
betina, megan, michael, krst, and joan. i love you guys.

i haven't felt this way in forever.

i don't think anything could have made this weekend any better. I LOVED IT.


disappearing from my friends really sucked, stupid charger. (sorry guys, i love you).



dedication: jagged edge- i'm all out of love
enough said.

like a rainforest.

haha i forgot about it all, i'm glad i remembered. thank you.

never had the urge to blog like this before.

so. a lot of things that happened today and i don't think it was suppose to be as eventful as it was.

anyway. i just studied today. i felt like i only had one class today. but in archaeology, steve, this guy we sit with, and i TORE UP a bag of chex mix. it was soooo good =]
studied at the library almost all day. saw some friends =]. met up with kori. we studied, but bitched mostly hahaha.

so there was another shooting at NIU. it happened very fast, and i feel sorry for the families who were alleged victims. i don't understand these school shootings. and it's only here in the united states where this happens. i feel like we don't do enough to prevent this. i know it's hard to, but i feel like its still be overlooked. we analyze these boys, but get nothing fixed. we need to do something.

oh btw, i have created a couple. it's like an alter-ego couple. like my idea of the perfect couple. they love each other at their bests, accepts each other for who they are, NEVER LIES, super devoted, never yells or cusses, trusts each other, promises are kept, and does everything for each other. they love each other for life. oh yeah they have faces XD.



MEET RAMIANTE. =]




i can't believe you came back to save me. =] long time don't cha think?

welcome back to the upper hand mon chere

ode to franquelyn.

blogging is seriously therapeutic. WHAT A FREAKIN' NIGHT valentine's day evening was. didn't see you once, but that doesn't really matter anymore.
god, it's crazy how much things have changed especially when you had an amazing valentine's day last year.
i haven't cried that long in awhile, but oh well.
so much people are going to hate me when they find out. i'm already a little mad at myself.

whatever. rip.

oh btw, tell her i said hi for me.

take me to that somewhere.

post script, please don't mock me by using the words i wrote for you by using them as your blog name. i'd really appreciate that. those words were for you, when you promised me the world, now you reduced its importance.. now it's just your blog.

for all the times you accuse me.

your ass is the one doing everything you thought i was. and for the first time in my life, I DON'T FEEL GUILTY because i didn't do ANYTHING WRONG this time.

keep covering up, keep lying. because my sources are so reliable it's sad that you even lie about it. you get so defensive because i'm right.

next time before you leave your cellphone somewhere, make sure your text messages from your other girlfriends are deleted. thank you, but i guess you don't care anymore

BUT STILL. I'M DYING INSIDE. so thank you.

because no formal + the shittest valentine's day ever + cussing + giving up on us + LYING + leading me on + EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER DONE = ME DYING.

BUT thank you.....

thank you for when the times were good, thank you for showing me the best friends i could ever ask for, thanks for last year's valentine's day, thanks for the best shoes and clothes i've ever gotten, thanks for letting me live in your house, thanks for the summer we lived together, thanks for showing me what true love was when it lasted, thanks for helping me move a million times, thanks for almost two years (sorry we didn't make it to years with an S), thanks for visiting my dorms, thanks for staying loyal while it lasted, thanks for accepting me for who i was most of the time, thanks for all those pictures, thank you for being there when i cried, thank you for giving me the best nights of my life, thank for inspiring me to write the best pieces of literature ever composed from these hands, thank you for the eddie bauer bag, thank you for cooking for me, and thank you for letting me do dishes, thank you for never giving me flowers, thank you for loving my body like no other, thank you for making me feel like the most beautiful girl.. no woman, in the entire world, thank you for never thinking i was fat and that i was gorgeous, thank you for being so nice to my family, thank you for being the man of my dreams, thank you for letting me practice unconditional love, and most importantly thank you for giving me hope, that there are people of your dreams out there, and that marriage is worth it, but that's until the day i die.

but thank you for giving up on us.








more personal note: thank you alan for the card, tens shirt, and flowers, and thank you chris for cooking for me.

damn son. didn't know you had one?

since you called me at like 1 in the morning, i totally forgot about valentine's day, but i remembered because of stupid ass news. whatever.





no formal + no valentine's day= why am i not dead yet?

"i think americans are correct because i'm an american"

hahah oh kori. you crack me up.

anyway. i'm finally writing. it has been brought up to my attention that i haven't written in awhile. hahaha. so here ya go.

I'M ON AMERICAN IDOL. hahahaha. Ramiele Malubay is this one filipino girl on american idol. when someone tells me that i look like someone, they usually are really wrong to me, but this time, she really looks like me. she even dresses like me. she's very good though. so if i get mistaken for her one day, at least i can sing right?! hahha. but seriously gave me the EEBY JEEBIES like no other. i can't get over this. everyone watch the girls next week. she even moves like me. oh FILIPINO IMMIGRATION. you gotta love it.

all the girls at school are planning on wearing red or pink. even both. yanno, to show their spirit. yeah, you guys do that, while women like me, who are single, just mourn. so in an event like this, i'm wearing all black tomorrow..

on a serious note, i'm going to be alone tomorrow. yeah sure, i have to study for french the next day, but i'm seriously going to be all alone tomorrow. it hit me hard when i found out i won't be having much friends around tomorrow. oak harbor and bellingham. i'm probably going to sleep all day tomorrow. so that the day goes by faster.
this sucks.

i'll write later. hopefully.

what more can you say?

JOHN FREAKIN' LEGEND MUSIC SHEETS. = bryant x alan FREAKIN' collab. watch out.



so today was a pretty nice day. not weather-wise obviously. but walking that walk is NOT poppin' at night, but whatever. i'll keep it up.

OH YEAH!!. obey shit came in today. whoo hoo. valentine's dayy. whaaaa? just waiting for shoes now.

so today i went to more classes than i needed too. THANKS TONY AND PREEYA.

went guitar shopping. that was sooo random. hahaha.

i have a test on friday for french. and i feel like we have more material to cover than usual. the material is just so dense compared to the first exam material.

i've been thinking about my major, and anyone with a problem can seriously kiss my ass. when you have a bachelor's degree in ANYTHING, then you can say something, which would be unlikely since EDUCATED people actually know what cultural anthropology is. so please shut your mouth. and take your ass to school. okay that was my venting.

probably blog later. got SHIT to do yadig? <----- yanno "like donkey shrek?!"

it's like the dorms.

and i'm actually REALLY EXCITED.

great weekend. thanks krst betina cheyenne and danica.


btw, next weekend. highlighter party and club.. yeahhhh!!


see everyone eventually. i got a french paper to write. and gotta read for anthro. that's always fun. hahaha.


peace out playas.

"where'd you get those shoes?"

god i am so awesome. today i just went up to this chick and asked her where she got her shoes. the end.

so today was pretty chill. saw everyone. met raf's parentals :). finally talked to hikari. i'm glad that hikari and i are great. sometimes it's about perseverance sometimes. but you know me, i don't know what that means. hahaha. i got out of french early. kicked it at the ESC with the guys anddd kicked some ass in the type application on facebook. haha. butttt. on a serious note let's discuss something.


it's been bothering me. and i'm sure you already know. but when you call me, call me because you wanna be my man again. not to make me feel better about myself because something you don't know is that it hurts more when you call just to say hi. or when you kiss me on the chick like you do friends. not the way you usually kiss me. i miss you so much, and it's pretty ridiculous how stuck i am. still. and yet you still don't give me the light of day. for my life.

so you're taking joan to formal. do what you want to do, because you've always done what you've wanted. but i think you need to think, and just realize that i'm so down for you it's not even funny.

but since you readers are going to hear TONS of him, i'm going to stop here.

Seattle is the center of the political campaign. and our caucus is tomorrow. i wanna go home so i could vote. i wanna see if i could vote for island county. but no matter what i'm voting. for something. it's ridiculous because it's my first year voting.. well for the national polls anyway.

krst is coming home. i'm pretty excited for that. and tomorrow is kick it day. good because tomorrow is going to suck the little bit of soul i have left.

peace out playa.

the worst hobby in the world.

it's my second pair. i can't get into this too much.

but guess who i'm spending valentine's day with? this is who...


meet miss untiffany.

its sad how this is the first and probably only shoe i'm buying without you seeing it.

ready?

after much consideration.

well i guess with NOT that much consideration, and because it seems like after this weekend, i'll be living in no wheres land, i've decided to create this so that it could keep me sane. lately, when it comes to school, i'm very ill-equipped. i haven't gone to almost 3/4th of my classes this week. and i haven't opened a single book.

so formal and valentine's day are approaching. i can't wait until that's over. it's like a bad dream.

If i feel like it, i might blog more than once a day. because i'm an emotional rollercoaster and i will have the need to tell the world, without directly telling them. amazing how blogs function, don't you think? you want to express yourself to relieve stress or to soothe your soul, but people write them sugar coated ALL THE TIME. but anyway...

anyway, some good news came my way today... WRITERS' STRIKE IS OVER.. that is probably the best news all week, not going to lie. because like i said, school is so unholy. but do you know what else is so unholy? francis taking someone else to formal, and didn't want me to know, hilary is still beating obama in the primaries, i didn't do so hot on my tests, i have friend issues with someone that NEEDS TO BE TALKED OUT... oh did i mention that francis and i are still in that infamous gray area. go jackie.

well for now, i'm going to stop blogging. i just did this first because i needed to write one before i did any establishments on my blogspot.